Truth in the Madness

Why even while I'm up on this cloud,
I feel like I'm hitting the ground,
And I'm hitting it hard.
I don't know what to do with myself,
While I'm not with you,
I still urn the feelings,
Not just the psychically,
I mean it all the emotional and the spiritually,
You make me feel golden when i get like this,
And when you go away I feel like shit.
So I take this bottle to the head like this,
Drink away the pain man,
I need this shit,
Pop my pills,
Smoke that weed,
I need to chill before I become,
A druggie.....

Blame it on Em or blame on Slim,
Either way the blame should fall on me,
But people don't see,
Once you fall in love,
You go crazy!!!!