Love A-Z

Ok it starts with you,

Alert am I when her presents is near,
Benevolent is your being,
Center of attention,
Different from all the rest,
Enters a beauty that takes center stage,
Fast is my heart beat,
Girls got game,
Her first name with my last speaks of grace,
I wish I could change pace,
Jumping around vying and dying for your attention,
Killing the time that we spend a part,
Loving every second we spend together,
Missing my queen of the world,
Nothing will ever change my feeling for you,
Outspoken, outgoing, but never out shined,
Poetically inclined to write about you,
Quietly stealing then breaking hearts,
Riding a wave of purple rain,
Stealthily fixing them with a snap,
Time will tell what is to happen with us,
United we stand, divided I fall,
Vexed at the thought of losing our friendship,
What else is the left to say?
You are the one for me,
Zoning in and out of that special place,


See A-Z,
Or even 1 to INFINTY,
Could ever but into words,
What you mean to me,
And even though I try,
I know I will die,
Before I can truly show,
How I love you so.

Im Alive

Sorry its been a while. I was in and out of trouble at school, but everything is all good now. (I hope) New post today I promise!!

If Not For You

Sometimes you just wanna give up,
But you know no matter what,
You know you just got to go on,
Even when you break down and cry,
No matter what you do to cloak the pain inside,
It burns,
It burns in your chest,
It burns in your heart,
It burns in your soul,
You’re in pain,
But you can’t show it,
Till it gets to that boiling point,
Cover it please,
But you spill,
Weather its tear after tear,
Drop after drop,
Or shell after shell,
It’s like reliving hell after hell,
Then when you do find peace,
It creeps back into your life,
Just like the fucking police,
It’s bad when you show love,
It’s bad when you shed tears,
It’s bad when you leak blood,
See pain is like a flood,
Maybe you should fill void with drugs,
Cause blood and slugs,
Leave too much of a gap,
Then there’s nothing to grab after that,
Even though you rather die,
Then to take it back,
See when you like this,
Dark thought seem to form,
Depression becomes your norm,
Wrists get slit,
People get hit,
Shit happens and nobody knows what started it,
Parts of you get you into fits,
As you get real sick,
With yourself,
Really bad to your health,
Then you realize,
Life’s a bitch isn’t,
End it all tonight,
You just might,
The knife looks real bright,
As your future looks real dim,
Changes of survival are slim,
But then,
As you go to end it all,
The knife begins to fall,
Shorten life becomes tall,
So you know you fell in love,
Shit you would have been better off on drugs,
Misery loves your company,
And you must love it,
You let her make you sad,
Flip your whole day around,
So your love for her,
Makes you a depress,
Sad sack,
All day,
Every day,
Just wishing she would be yours,
If only it worked that way,
Wishing for a change,
Won’t change a thing,
So please,
Stop whining,
Stop crying,
And do something about it.

Why Am I Here

As I sit in this room,
The world spins round,
I don’t know why,
But it does,
Wishing that one day,
It will let me off,
It spins,
Rotates around the sun,
The sun is hot,
But I am cold,
I don’t know why,
This I am so cold,
Sadness is what,
Surrounds me,
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
The sky is grey,
The flowers are dead,
I don’t know why,
I feel this way,
Maybe because my life is a waste,
Why do I write?
Do I continue?
Before I answer,
May I ask you this,
What is the meaning of life?
Does your life hold any value?
Love isn’t something this cold,
But it is what it made me,
Cold,
Heartless,
Empty,
Hollow,
Indifferent to the world’s disposition,
Blue,
Maybe that’s why I’m so cold,
Red,
A fiery writer that just feels alive,
Black,
As dark as coal is what’s left in my soul,
Pink,
Love is what I’m missing in this life,
And death is what awaits me.

Day N Night

Day n night,
I get high to free my mind,
But not on weed,
I don’t wanna bake,
My mind at night,
My high is too real,
To touch,
Life is high,
Or is my high life,
So I stay up at night,
When it gets real late,
I write n write,
To cause your mind to shake,
It drives me crazy,
But I love this state,
Insane crazy,
Or crazy insane,
Either way my mind is right,
Pain is love,
So I guess the world loves me,
Obama Prez so I might be right,
But maybe not he might die tonight,
Black with power is a scary sight,
So I love you all,
Because I too might die tonight,
Death is all around,
But it doesn’t make a sound,
So I’m extra loud,
N feeling proud,
Words is power,
So they shoot me down,
Since I was born,
The mic was on,
Pen n paper,
Are my closest pals,
We make magic all night,
Crazy is as crazy does,
So…………………….,
Hope I don’t die tonight,
Cause I’m a good boy,
With an sick n twisted mind,
A nice smile keeps the guns at bay,
But my mouth goes to a stray,
That’s why I keep my knife tucked away,
Even though I let my middle finger play,
People think I write words,
Don’t realize the skill it takes,
Writers like this never have a break,
With inspiration like this,
She knows she keeps me up at night,
A smiling face that right,
Just so glad that she knows my name,
My life she definitely change,
Her style left me hypnotize,
While her smile left me mesmerize,
Those eyes are a maze,
They leave me in trance,
Causing me to dance,
All over the keys to write like this,
Craziness is what she’s giving me,
But I take it just like a key,
Lols is what it’s leaving me,
See day n night,
She seems to be on my mind,
Like a chill in the spine,
One day maybe she’ll be mine,
But until then I’ll bind my time,
Relapsing like I’m on drugs,
The only cure is her warm hugs,
Caught on her like a bug,
I toss n turn at night,
If we don’t speak,
Secretly we meet,
All over aim so you won’t get a peep,
Hit me up and I’ll front like I’m sleep,
Cause day n night,
We chat it up,
Even though we need sleep,
So for now were counting sheep,
Day n night,
To opposites,
Without your life is incomplete,
Bright as the day is her smile,
Dark as the night is my style,
Warm and bubble is the day,
While cold and deep is the night,
So if you be my day,
Then girl I’ll be your night,
All is fair in this game,
War is the same,
So I’ll fight for you,
I won’t be sad,
As long as you don’t get mad,
Only time will tell,
Why be lonely,
When it could just be us two,
Together you know we’re infinite,
Just like the,
Day n night,
Lets stand together in this light.

For You..........

With each second of,
Every minute,
On every hour,
I feel your being,
Conflicting with my own,
For you are the winds,
And I be the earth,
Two halves of a whole,
Your beauty is for the world,
But I see no sights,
Your melody is for the gods,
But I hear no notes,
Your conversation is for the universe,
But I speak no words,
Even though we…………………..
May never………………
Co-existence,
For you are what’s right,
I am what’s wrong,
Good meets evil,
I’ll change,
All sick and twisted ways,
For the chance,
To feel your sweet embrace,
Tears fill my eyes,
They become rivers of,
Unadulterated love,
Trade in my immortality,
For one sweet kiss,
Shifts my whole being into a state a bliss,
If only for one night,
Even just a few moments,
May we slip back,
Into that state of us,
If not for the passion,
Just maybe for the lust,
Trust me,
To be a part of yours,
I’ll trade in my world,
Give you my heart,
In the end,
It was all yours from the start,
So open up,
Let me in,
Worlds inter twine,
If you would just be mine…………

The World

The world is yours,
Or should I say was,
You took everything,
My heart, my soul, my love,
You only left the passion,
Passion that turned into envy,
But before it became hate,
You came to take that too,
Foolish was I,
For thinking we ever had a chance,
You danced on my heart,
Spit on my tears,
And for that I am most thankful,
For you made me whole,
With every shard of my heart,
I became a new,
So bring back,
My heart, my soul, my love,
For once again,
The world is mine…………..

Heartless (Based of The Song) Big Ups to Kayne West

In the night,
I hear them,
Talking about,
The coldest,
Story ever told,
And I tell them,
To shut up,
Who honestly cares?
If your life fucked up,
Nobodies got your back,
When shit hits the fan,
Release the sorrow,
But hold on to the pain,
So I speak words,
That your mind can’t fathom,
Each thought a bullet,
The pen is the trigger,
Causes me to pull it,
So I write,
Because no one cares,
Friends aren’t there,
Life isn’t real,
Fear isn’t felt,
So where is the light?
The darkness,
Is to bright,
No hope,
Shining thought,
Causes this life to be blue,
The unknown is gray,
So white clouds,
Black out my day,
Till all I see is blue,
Then my I eyes turn red,
All my dreams are dead,
So grab the sorrow,
Then release the pain,
Let it build inside,
So you can feel the vibe,
Live it live,
As I breathe,
They cry,
Telling me the coldest story ever told,
Isn’t inside my soul.
People whoever cared,
No longer there,
Death and fear,
Are very near,
But aren’t real,
To me,
In this mind state,
Vision blurred,
By the sight,
Of something beautiful,
This is death itself,
But so appealing,
Only human,
It seems to be,
Death is me,
And I am it,
So my people,
Quit on me,
Happiness can’t exists,
When you’re as twisted,
As this,
So I asked them,
Isn’t this the coldest story ever told?
Then they asked,
How can I be so heartless?
So I say,
I can’t be heartless,
I can feel it breaking,
Shattering into millions of pieces,
Each piece being a new story to be told,
All about,
This little boy,
Who bleeds at night,
Bleeds his soul,
Though a pen,
On to countless sheets,
For his release,
Until he finds,
That inner peace,
This boy,
Will remain,
Heartless.