Safety Vent

My good friend Ezada, thinks I'm in love. I hope she isn't right. This goes against all the rules I have in place to keep my psyche in check. But I can't help but feel she is right, stupidity at it's highest level. Never fall for your business partners. All I need right now is some Nuvo, a blunt, and a bail bond. Maybe I'll go missing again. Like take the whole summer off. Just disappear somewhere. Any where..... is better than here right now. I'll ask a question but no one ever reads these things unless your a celebrity. Where do you go, after you've giving up on everything? There isn't much of a place for those who find ambition lost. Suicide feels like your best friend when the pain hits hard. Alas I feel as if my purpose was not fulfilled so I mush on. I feel as if I left to much out, and to much left undone. There is background missing and (insert plot here) all types of stuff really so.... I guess I'll just leave this post alone and follow up with the thought that led us to this point.

Sleep Deprived Hallucination

It's 4 O'Clock in the morning,
On the east coast, of the western part of the world,
...and if you're where I'm at you're sleeping,
Unless you're on the other side, then you may be creeping,
So you may see this, but alas
I don't know you, and you don't know,
But I'm writing you this poem,
I'd imagine you'll smile when you read it,
Well I'm writing, it isn't well thought out,
But neither is love, and this is what's it about,
It's quite random, you see,
If you find this you may find me,
I'll post it all over the net, with mistakes you BET,
And I'll hate it, after
And if you don't love it, may it bring you laughter,
Cause I LOVE you,
Whoever you may be.

Letters to a Princess

Dear Princess Celestia, today I learned that my friends are like precious resources, those who patients I cannot wear thin will turn into beautiful diamonds, those friends will always be there for you, unconditionally. And the other group of people will be when everything is falling around them so you can rebuild them, and will be by you when you are falling to throw salt in your wounds. So today ...I masted smiling at it all. I annoy my friends and neighbors, my friends laugh, giggle and throw jabs. My neighbors move and make snarky remarks to others. My friends are true, and everything else is false. I want you to understand something, you will not understand me. My friends will understand that, my friends will grasp that. I don't care what my neighbors do. My reality is very very warped. But I've learned more in these little instances in which I replay the (little) moments so I can process them better. (Whether or not it may take a day.) And I know I'm the looniest, zaniest, spontaneous, sporadic pony in the realm so I thank them for being understanding of at least that. Any way I'm off to have more adventures and learn many more things. Until next time.....

Before They Carry me Away

I'm writing this post and using my full name. I Maurice Lamont Brown II am using lots of my unfinished ideas to put in my portfolio for my Creative Writing class at Daemen. The class CMP 347 the professor is the well known Peter Siedlecki.