The End

With the end of yesterday April 29,2010, might have ended one of the most unhealthy relationships in history. I'm glad to have been your friend so long, and we'll always have the good times, but I'm happy to see you go. Maybe in another life time, maybe in another era of our lives, we might be able to work this out. But for now deuces, glad to have left off on a sour note. ~ Love Life and Death, Maurice

Airplanes Part 2 - B.o.B [Lyrics]

A Dedication: Ordinary People

I don't know what to say,
Nor what to do,
Picking up the pieces,
Using glue,
But the glass is shattered,
And its hard to find them all,
What each one is worth,
IS bigger that this earth,
I just want you to know,

(John Legend Chorus)
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

I do not know what more to say,
I just don't want you to slip away,
Let the past mistakes stay in yesterday,
Now we all fuss and fight,
Lets just make this right,
Because no matter what you may say,
I just want you to stay,
Cause......

(John Legend Chorus)
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

(John Legend)
Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby youuuu and I

(John Legend Chorus)
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

Ms.Jekyll and Mr.Hyde

It was a wonderful case,
Of a beautiful sort,
That dealt with split personalty,
For she was a he,
And he is she,
Name Jekyll and Hyde.
See Jekyll was sweet,
She was always nice,
And her personality was neat,
While Hyde was a beast,
A twisted,
Lying sneak.
Then there was Micheal,
He was a little psycho,
For he fell for Jekyll,
Not knowing that she was Hyde.
Some days he got Jekyll,
Most days he got Hyde,
But everything to him seem fine.
Till one day he got Jekyll,
Then who turn into Hyde,
Things went a rye,
Hyde try to fly,
Jekyll steps in,
Micheal became one angry guy,
Jekyll says I love you,
Hyde chuckles it too,
Micheal says were threw.
Storms out stage left,
Enter the truth stage right,
A relationship is built on truth,
Not fiction,
Made for two,
Not me you and the crew.

John this one is for you....

So Yeah.....Were Going Down

(Me)
Let take a look at this dismal place,
Where death is all around you,
We're at war with people from a different place,
Because money is what controls you,
The government got us in this race,
Because they knows what drives you

They will play with mind,
Haunt your soul,
And drive your body wild,
She be the Queen of Hearts,
Your the Ace of Spades,
Yet she always cut you

(One Republic)
I know we've got it good
But they got it made
And the grass is getting greener each day
I know things are looking up
But soon they'll take us down,
before anybody's knowing our name.

(Chorus)
They got all the right friends in all the right places
So yeah, we're going down
We've got all the right moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down

(Me)
Let the rain fall in this crowed place,
As long as we get to see you,
Hang with the guys, chill with the girls,
As long as you remember to be you.

(One Republic)
Do you think I'm special?
Do you think I'm nice?
Am I bright enough to shine in your spaces?
Between the noise you hear
And the sound you like
Are we just sinking in an ocean of faces?

(Chorus)
They got all the right friends in all the right places
So yeah, we're going down
We've got all the right moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
(Me)
Life isn't a movie, the good guys doesn't always win,
There is no Spider-man, no Mary Jane,
Just a beautiful girl, a guy with a nameless face,
Who would never get a chance in this race

(One Republic)
It don't matter what you see.
I know I could never be
Someone that'll look like you.
It don't matter what you say,
I know I could never face
someone that could sound like you.

(Me)
It doesn't matter what you say, I know,
I could never be with someone that can look like you,
It doesn't matter what I say, I know
I could never do anything about that too......

(One Republic Chorus)
All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
They got all the right moves and all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down.
Yeah, we're going down.
Yeah, we're going down.

Boys Vs Girls

Yo John this one is for you.....

Girls don't promise,
Cause all ya'll do is break'em,
Dudes give you their hearts,
And all you do is break'em,
Find a descent dude,
And all you do is shake'em,
I'm not a sexist,
But dudes I'm bout to bake'em.
Females being the emotional ones,
Twist everything around,
To tear you to the ground,
Rebuild you into the perfect boy,
Until they realize your not a toy,
Find out you for real,
Then they can't deal,
And in the end who gets hurt?
That's why I say,
Girls don't promise,
Cause all ya'll do is break'em,
Dudes give you their hearts,
And all you do is break'em,
Find a descent dude,
And all you do is shake'em,
I'm not a sexist,
But dudes I'm bout to bake'em.
Not all girls are like this,
But those are a rare few,
So boys if you find one,
You know one that is true,
Treat her like a jewel,
Never like the fool,
That those other girls,
Took you for.
Girls don't promise,
Cause all ya'll do is break'em,
Dudes give you their hearts,
And all you do is break'em,
Find a descent dude,
And all you do is shake'em,
But we all had our fair share of heartbreaks,
We just take them different,
A girl may take weeks,
While us dudes take months,
Our hearts are fragile,
Like glass dolls,
But a girl would just toss it aside,
Like a rag doll,
And if us dudes played this game,
We all know the reaction would be the same.

A Sign

Been looking deep into myself lately, and haven't found the answers. I look towards my friends, and still nothing. Lately I've been filling empty, and I cant seem to fill the void. I'm starting to wonder if its my fault. This feeling right now isn't good. I've gone back into all my old habits, from days of not speaking to people, to all day of video game playing amongst other things. It really does feel like poetry is my only way out. I don't know what else to do. They say don't lose hope, it's all in His plan, but it is kinda hard when you don't see any signs of anything getting better. Please let me find one, just one.......

My Life

Call it a spiral,
I'm entering a cycle,
Looking in the mirror,
To realize I do not control it,
I cannot hold it,
The Lord said all the good,
Would shine though the dark,
Well I've been in the dark,
And have yet to find it,
But the music keeps calling,
The music keeps calling,
Is it behind it,
Or am I beside it,
It is my weakness,
Yet my greatest strength,
The music is the light,
Shining though the dark,
Beats is my blood,
Instrumentals is my pulse,
Lyrics is my heart,
Poetry is my soul,
Spoken word is my breath,
Music is my life,
And lately my life has  been bright.....

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its just the way i am

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Confessional Booth

Dear Lord please forgive me for what I do
For I know not what I've done
I just know I live the life of a sinner
While the rest of the world pretends to be saints
Lord I'm not prefect
But who the hell is
All I know is
That the things I confess to
Normally hurts us all
But in the end I take the fall
And if I go to hell for being me
I hope its like a shopping mall
So at least I'll burn in peace
To my ashes hit floor
And lastly if this is my last confession
To all the girls I ever loved
........................................
To those who broke my heart
.......................................
You know who you are
See you when I see you
Cause right now I'm flying this star
And its moving way to fast
So if you not worth it
I can't stop to acknowledge
Who you are
So Lord forgive me for what I've done
And the things I'm going to do
Punish me for being me
Just let me write a few more lines

After Thoughts

It feels different talking to you now. I mean I want to know what you're thinking, what you're feeling but alas I'm not a mind reader. But what I am is a writer and sadly enough its the only thing I feel that I do well. And tonight I realize I got all the right friends to make a mess with.

Beliefs

Every night I wonder
If a teller is in heaven I'm dwellin
Does hell have the pearly gates
Or is heaven a deadly robbery at 7 eleven ~ Charles Hamilton


Before someone takes this as one of those random atheist things that I post. It isn't I've been getting a lot of higher power talk, and realize they only associate God with good things. But isn't this the same God that flooded the world?
  
Ah he is right thought, cause I do wonder if it's heaven or hell I'm dwelling.
See I got sinful thoughts,
And a dirty mind,
Somethings I do,
Could make the good go blind,
The things on my mind,
With sometime,
Just might make my world unwind.
They say God gave me style, He gave me grace,
He keeps the smile on my face.
And as the day ends, and my smile bends,
Where does He go?
Does He even know, of all the emotions we show,
Cause if He gave me style, and He gave me grace,
He gave that guy the spit thats in my face,
But in the end if He, has it planned,
Then it will work out,


Or so I'm told.

Virgo

Your Daily Horoscope: April 1, 2010

Virgo  Aug. 23 - Sept 22 (Wrong Sign?)

One of the gifts of your sign group is its adaptability and flexibility, Virgo, and today you may need to rely on that trait to help you shift between serious matters of business and the kidding around usually associated with April Fool's day. Your imagination and your gift for spotting talent in others could cause the forming of a new and unlikely friendship. At any rate, it is likely that you'll be involved in bringing together vastly different people of components to create a functioning unit, by finding the opportunity created by difference.