Words

Simply put words, any words, of encouragement is enough to get someone through the day. There are many things that cannot be expressed without words. Secretly I think that might of been one of my motivations to continue this blog. All the hope and inspiration I have found by venting on this blog.  I just know that this is the way to go. Let it all out right here. ~ With Nothing But Love Death

Everybody should know I'm bout to do that song up. Yeah we're going down....

One Republic

They got all the right friends in all the wrong places. But this song is going to be at the top of the charts.


All the Right Moves

Untitled

You say "I Love You"

But what does it all mean

We cant be together

But together we seem

You wont like me drink the potion

Or smoke up the cure

But she says be free

Also to stay by her side

Finding happiness

Like finding forever

Rain is my sunshine

Cause the sun leaves never

But the rain means pain

And I make it rain whenever

This love

You think it can survive the weather

Survive the days we aren't together

Also the nights we don't speak

The weeks we can't see

The months we can't feel

If we wait to long

Will the wounds heal?

Rules of War

What are the rules of war?

Are there rules to this engagement?

Can there be rules to mass murder?

I do not know

All I do know is that it senseless

Senseless waste of human life

But alas we are at war

This enemy is on the home front

IT is not the insurgency in Iran

That we must FEAR

Our biggest enemy is the choices

We MAKE

So be wary of what YOU do

Make LOVE not WAR

For rules of love

Is a more complicated

But easier to appreciated them

Over Remix

[Drake Chorus]

I know way to many people here now right now,
That I didn't know last year,
Who the fuck are yall?
I swear feels like the last few nights we been everywhere and back,
But I just cant remember it all,
What am I doing,
What am I doing,
Oh yeah that's right I'm doing me,
I'm doing me,
I'm livin life right now man,
And this what Ima do til its over,
Til its over,
But its far from over.......

[Verse]
Bottles on me, as long as girls drink it,
Hustle flow never low, what the fuck is yall thinking,
Gotta make sure my wallet never sinking,
Ticking time bomb, bout to set it off, watch the blinking,
Flashing, blacklights in the home,
After we throught can't get her to leave me alone,
Done things that's only well known,
The lifestyle where cars can be flown,
I'm superhuman, so anything is possible in my home,
My flow is a killa, so I'm Superman amongst nigga,
All I need is a red cape, and a fuckin symbol,
Black pair of jeans, with a sick black tee,
But back to killing the beat, like cops did Bell in the streets,
R.I.P. to the homies Sean and Wesley,
I know yall to the left, who the fuck are this dudes to my right,
Just wanna make a crowd full of believers,
And drop all the deceiver,
It wouldn't be the first time I piss someone off,
Turn around and didn't give a fuck, sometimes I think its fun

[Drake Chorus]

I know way to many people here now right now,
That I didn't know last year,
Who the fuck are yall?
I swear feels like the last few nights we been everywhere and back,
But I just cant remember it all,
What am I doing,
What am I doing,
Oh yeah that's right I'm doing me,
I'm doing me,
I'm livin life right now man,
And this what Ima do til its over,
Til its over,
But its far from over.......

[Verse]
And lastly for all my friends, That I'm losing touch with,
Don't take it personally, I'm just doing me,
It's not that I'm to busy, It's that I'm working hard,
Getting my grades up, and getting this paper,
It's 2010, I'm letting all my past issues go,
Just thought you should know,
And if you got a problem with it,
You could straight suck it,
And for those who know, how to let it go,
2010,lets show, putting my issues behind me,
Cause the bullshit is beneath me,
And if you don't understand just leave me, cause I'll still be the man,
With or without the friendship,
And for those who stick by, Please enjoy the ride.

[Drake Chorus]

I know way to many people here now right now,
That I didn't know last year,
Who the fuck are yall?
I swear feels like the last few nights we been everywhere and back,
But I just cant remember it all,
What am I doing,
What am I doing,
Oh yeah that's right I'm doing me,
I'm doing me,
I'm livin life right now man,
And this what Ima do til its over,
Til its over,
But its far from over.......

Sorry

Won't list the people I'm saying sorry to, just know if I had an issue with you this is me letting them go. My pen and mouth gotten me into a lot of trouble over the years, it has also let me release a lot of emotions. But its already deep into 2010 and I think its just time we cut the bullshit.

                       One Love,            

Maurice

Facebook

Social Networking is it a curse or gift? I don't know somebody figure it out and let me know.

Really??

Damn he was faithful not whipped, he never even looked at a girl chest. And she cheated on him. Ummmm.......Millez hold ya head.

Folie A Deux

Music for the soul. Listen to it with friends.

The Art of......

As if I need a reason to write. Today someone said to me the most provocative stories are told by women. And to me a sex story is a sex story. At the end of the day the best on deals with a man and a women having unadulterated sex then climaxing at the same time. Also having multiple climaxes in the story would be awesome. Another thing that a good provocative story does, is get you in the mood. If it doesn't then it wasn't a good story. Zane one of the most provocative authors has giving me many things to think about at night or while in the moment with that special someone. Sex isn't just going through the motions, it is an actual art form. Each movement interweaves the bodies in new shapes and forms that are special and unique to the people making the art. But I'm rambling, I was talking about provocative writing, not sex. Just take note that writing and sex are two completely different art forms and just like most art forms when you blend them you get something lovely. 

8 Days

A hug a kiss it's a simple as this

Shot to the Heart

(Intro)
I've been lonely, I've been waiting for you
I'm pretending, and that's all I can do
The love I'm sending ain't making it through to your heart
I hope you just don't hear me,
I hope you understand....

(Verse)
Boom, since I lost you I'm lost too,
First time I picked up the pen since last we spoke boo,
Sorry for whatever pain I might cause you,
Lord knows I'll end it all for a part two, but to
be fair I know you said we through, I've been crying,
Writing it for a while, the tears are freezing,
My heart has frozen over,
All the wounds heal when I sleep, cause this right here cuts real deep,
I just hope you forgive me.

(Hook)
You've been hiding, never letting it show
Always trying, to keep it under control
You got it down, and your well on your way to the top
but there is something you forgot

(Verse)
You forgot about the nights, after the boyfriend fights
Forgot about the lies, the bright lights,
But I remember everything,
From the time we first hugged, to the time we first kissed,
I remember all the fights, all the suicidal fits,
I remember the fuck you, and the fuck this,
Things we did, that we can not speak,
You make me feel amazing, you make me feel like shit,
Flip it to your way, you probably say the same shit,
(but there is something you forgot)
If you take away the world, you take away the rock
What piece of sanity do I got?

(Hook)
You've been hiding, never letting it show
Always trying, to keep it under control
You got it down, and your well on your way to the top
but there is something you forgot

(Verse)
Looking around for something, something you that swear don't exist,
Something that isn't there, but it feels oh so real,
How can I have hope for someone, when hope has cause me this,
Hope is the falsehood, that got me writing this,
Right now feeling worst than dog shit,
Bullet to the chest couldn't compare,
(You got it down, and your well on your way to the top)You want the friendship to grow, but you want the love to go,
But umm not totally, cause you claim to love me,
And I was in love with you, but you're not in love with me,
Your a loaded gun........no safety........BANG!

(Hook)
You've been hiding, never letting it show (I've been trying, never letting you go)
Always trying, to keep it under control (Always crying, letting the emotions go)  
You got it down, and your well on your way to the top (You got it now, and we're at the top)
but there is something you forgot (There some shit that I forgot)

(Verse)
I just wanted to thank you for all the good time, laugh about all the bad,
Remember me going to the hospital, and who I called first,
With a hole in my lungs, speaking you words on my last breathe,
Laid up in the bed, seen you everyday for a week,
You held my hand, kissed me on the cheek,
Swore that everything would be alright,
I remember almost everything you said, and everything we did,
From 9th grade to now kid,
Things were a little different then, than the way they are rocking now,
But I guess that's just the way it is, at least right now,
Just remember all the love, as I remember you,
And know this song was from me to you.

(Outro)
The love is flowing,
Maybe someday it can grow,
But right now, it's staying at home,
The love that was sent, I hope it reaches your heart,
And that my touch you haven't forgot.

RIP Wesley Bell

It has been over a year since i started this blog. Part of me cries to know how long I've been going. But this post isn't about that. It's about my friend in the sky Big Wes. Wesley Bell, we went to Frederick Douglass Academy IV together. From 6th to 12th grade. Wesley always looked like a teddy bear, a big teddy bear. I remember playing DS with in class with Wes. Hell does anyone remember the fight me and Wesley had in the lunch room?? It was crazy but damn I'm definitely going to miss you Wesley. You will never be forgotten. 

And happiness just left cause I heard Wesley is gone from us.

RIP Wesley Bell

Why must the good die young??

~Maurice Brown II

[Fear]::Drake  [dancing in the rain]::Blu  [mixtape vents]::charles hamilton   {RIP MY NIGGA WESLEY}

[hiatus]:::{RIP MY NIGGA WESLEY}

 ~ Aaron Reid

REST IN PEACE MY BIG BROTHER WESLY IT FEELS LIKE JUST YESTERDAY WE WAS MOCKING EACH OTHER N NOW YOUR GONE YOU WILL BE MISSED LOVE U

~ Saleisha Steward

Most definitely not in the mood to talk. R.I.P Wesley (Pookie) -- Definitely unto the next one.--

~ Kendrea Scotland

Knew yu since I was 11 n now you gone...RIP Wesley...

RIP Wesley...we ♥ you!!

~ Linda Gerald

I lost my lil brother, my heart, a piece of me, 1 member of the only fam that I have smh..

    Love you BIG WES R.I.P. Homie you will always be with us..

~ Shamel Owens

R.I.P to my homie wesly u alway been ther for me thanks

~ Anton H.

R.I.P. W3sl3y :'(

~ John Thomas

Missing my cuddly bear Wes ( R.I.P). If I could turn back the hands of time and tell him that he was a really terrific guy before this tragic event I would. I would give anything to have him on this earth I would.ILY Wes <3

~ China Joseph

RIP WESLEY AND JESSICA'S MOM

~East1blue *cant spell your name I'm sorry*

Gone but NEVER forgotten.....I love all of you

~  Winifred Odom Patterson

RIP Wesley

~ Shanita Shantey Mcleod

We love you Wesley. R.I.P.

~ Clarence Edmondson III

Wow. . . just wow. One of the best person's I met in that school and he's gone. . .

~ Emily Vasquez

WORD YO IT JUS SEEM LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY 9TH GRADE WE PLAYIN FOOTBALL OUT SIDE IN THE YARD R.I.P FDA FAM ALL DAY

~Michael Buckley-Moore

well done cj...wesley is truly missed and his family is in our prayers....its sad when the young is taken from us but even more dreadful when the person was so high-spirited. wesley u always made me laugh...everytime i saw u ur wrds 2 me were "hey Girll" lol....i mean we hurting right now because we would have never thought but through all the ... cries and pain we kno tht u are in a better place. we love u wes and u will forever remain in our hearts.... r.i.p. wesley bell we celebrate the time u were here with us and sad tht u had to leave us...

~Takyra Boone 

HE sure will be missed am happy that i did have a friendship with him he was so funny and sweet rip much love.

~T. Lutchman

U never kno wen ur time here on earth will b up... Live ur life to the fullest... RIP wesley bell... U'll b misseD nd 4ever apart of da FDA family!!! this was a touchnin and great tribute... still cant believe hes gone.. wes was down wit da fda fam since 6th grade.. lookin at him u would never known he was sickk he always was a bundle of joy always makin u laugh always keep u entertain and was always dere wen it was time to fight.. RIP WES u'll never b forgotten!!!!!

~ M. Nicholls

The alumi family was always close sad to hear thats u r gone but Wes u was a great human being so0 soft and warm always nice I lovee you and I miss.. Cj this is beautiful and touchin tribute... Rest in Peace Wes.. Everybody has to stay strong for his family...

~Nichole Hudson

This was a really good tribute. Alumi is like family, you dont want anything to happen to them.

~ Kristal Miller

Thank you for all the love...had to do this one for the homie...nothing but love for em...never forget em...smh

~ C.J. Sinclair 

Well said Cj RIP big Wes u will truely be missed

~ Jarryl Mckey

Clarence this was amazing. Smh I still cant believe hes is gonnee. Rest In Peace Wes !!!

~ Porcha Parker

Wow I'm still in awe.This is something very hard to believe & I CAN'T believe that it is happened to one of our own. May you FOREVER rest in peace Wesley. Your time here was short BUT it was well spent / splendid. I love you lotsss & I will truly miss you. R.I.P Wes

~ Kiara De Gourville

DAT WAS REAL GREAT CJ....FDA FAM REALLY KUM TOGETHA IN TIMES OV NEED.....LIFE IZ TO SHORT....R.I.P WESLEY.....GREAT TRIBUTE.....U'LL B FOREVA MISSED

~ J. Cornelius

 

RIP Wesley u will truly b missed. from da whole FDA IV family we luv u and our deepest and warmest feeling of concern gos out 2 ur family. great job CJ

~ Chevelle Farquharson

I agree with Tasia; very content and truthful CJ ; Thnx... Love and Miss u Wesley

~ Aniyah Dani Moore

daaaam wes..1203 l0ve forever 

0mg this not even good..dam wesley why you..imma miss you wes..r.i.p ..gone but never forgotten..dam smh cant even beleive dis .. this was very a piece of art c.j

~ Ursula Jennifer Delarosa

beautiful

~ Yakeema Bunch

I really Couldnt Have SAid it Better ,.. I LOVE You Wesley Bell And That Will NEVER Change !!!!!

~  Tasia Monèt Lawrence

I Love U Wes ! u are safe and pain free in heaven ! R.I.P Wesley Bell ! T_T

~ Keoni Dobson 

This is just some of the love for you Wesley that I can get my hands on. No one can even express how you made us feel. It is very sad that you are gone. I hope you find you peace in the afterlife. Keep your head up everyone, this is what Wesley would ask of us. Let us never forget him.

With all the love in the world and on the behave of myself and my family,

Wesley thank you for the life you have lived,

Love Maurice.