Bad or Beautiful

Damn ya chick bad,
Ya chick hood,
Ya chick do shit that I wish mine could.
Actually its more like,
My chick good,
No I apologize for that,
The young woman standing beside me,
Is beautiful, something like a piece of art,
More than a pretty face,
Brilliance like Noah and the ark,
With sun-kissed skin,
Softer that a baby's bottom,
Ms. Independent,
She definitely got her own,
So you and ya chick,
Watch yourself in front of a real woman,
Do us all a favor,
And just go home.

FML

http://loljokes.net/joke/42963/
Feeling like shit so I made a Facebook like thing hoping to feel better. Hey hopefully I get some responds to it....

Untitled

Cause you can cry all night,
And never be heard,
You can die right now,
And never say a word,
Or you can stand up,
And fight today.

The difference between today,
Yesterday and tomorrow,
Yesterday is our past,
You cannot change it,
Today is your present,
You can always shape it,
But tomorrow,
Oh tomorrow will never make it,
So lets make today great,
So that our yesterdays are beautiful,
And that our tomorrows seem bright.

It's A Beautiful Day

Had a wonderful day with Sacha on Monday, had a great day with the guys + China yesterday. Things are starting to look up. =) Hopefully they will continue down this wonderful path. Only time will tell.

Untitled

I'ma space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon,
And I'm aiming right at you,
Right at you,
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I'm aiming right at you,
So you can keep knocking but won't knock me down,
No love lost,
"I realize"
It's a little too late to say sorry now,
You ran me into the ground,
But what comes around goes around,
"So"
Promise me if I cave in and break and leave myself open,
That I won't be makin' a mistake,
I'm some kind of emotional roller-coaster,
I can see these people's ears perk up as I begin,
"But"
I'm alive again,
More alive than I have been in my whole entire life,
"Because"
It's like an explosion, every time I hold ya wasn't jokin' when I told ya,
Ya take my breathe away,
You're a supernova,
"She's the shit"
But you know nothing bout her,
"Born January 4, bout the year 92,
And for you"
I'll do whatever it takes,
When I'm with you, I get the shakes,
"But at the same time"
There's no limit on how far I would go
No boundaries, no lengths,
"As soon as you leave"
My body aches,
I have zero strengths,
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June,
And I’m so lost without you, without you, without you,
"Do you understand that,
I would do anything for you,
To show you how much I adore you,
And when it comes to this love game,"
You're the same as me,
You're just as blinded,
"By the lust, the trust,
Everything else that is us,
I realize ,"
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game,
"So why you keep letting me comeback,
I realize it isn't just me,
But I understand,"
Baby please come back, it wasn't you. Baby it was me,
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems,
All I know is I love you too much, to walk away though,
I'm tired of the games,
"I just want you back,"
I'll never let you down again, "I swear"
I promise to never go back on that promise, in fact
Let's be honest,
"After you said there was no feelings,
That has been killing me inside,
Forcing me to try to keep my distance,
But I can't,
You pull me in but this is becoming a rant,
The point is I love you,
And I put no friendship above you,
I told ya,"
You take my breath away, you're a supernova
And I'm a space-bound rocketship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aimin' right at you
Right at you
250, 000 miles on a clear night in June
And I'm aimin' right at you



I want you to know that when I wrote this, I was inspired by you. I happen to been thinking about you the whole time I sat up listening to this album. I found myself writing and borrowing things from the songs, that I decided to highlight them all. I mean if you're reading this then I hope you read everything before this. I hope you understand everything I was trying to get across to you. I put the color code at the bottom if anyone else was reading this and was wondering what songs I was referring to. But if this messages is getting across to you give me a call , write a reply, send me some type of feedback or sign that you still care. You obviously could still see how I feel about you.

Eminem - Space Bound
Eminem ft Lil Wayne - No Love
Eminem ft Rihanna - Love The Way You Lie
Eminem - Not Afraid

Ah Okay

So its okay for me to live,
As long as I do what you want,
Its okay for me to be myself,
As long as I check in with you,
Its okay for me to have plans,
As long as I'm read for disappointment,
Its okay for me to be excited,
As long as I'm excited about you,
Its okay for you to be right,
As long as I'm wrong,
Its okay for me to write,
As long as its a song,
Its okay for me to tell the truth,
As long as I say sorry after,
Its okay for me to listen to my music,
As long as I turn it off when you call,
Its okay for me to post this,
As long as I censor my feelings,
Its okay for me to care,
As long as you aren't mad,
Its okay for me to love,
As long as its you,
Its okay for us to stand side by side,
As long as you want,
Its okay with me,
As long as you're happy,
Its okay.......

Thug Life

Lets stop and take a moment to remember 1 of the realist MC in history.

.........And Then Their Was Hope

When life feels like a prison,
How the hell am I suppose to break out?
Do you grab a bottle of pill,
Or drink to you're out?
I do neither,
Pick the pen up,
To write litters,
Volumes or gallons,
Whatever you fathom,
Till I pass out,
Or till their is no one left to have them,
What are words but mere weapons,
What are weapons if you can't use 'em,
I use my weapons so much,
I abuse 'em,
Reuse the same ones daily,
If I'm lucky,
Use 'em so much,
My words just cut me,
Some things I say hurt,
But I need you to understand what it's worth,
I could of swallowed a bottle,
And ended it that way,
Instead I picked up a pen,
Wrote till the end,
Just to keep breathing,
Just to keep believing....

Eminem Feat. Rihanna - Love The Way You Lie (Recovery CDQ)

I mean it when I say I'm sorry, the trick is believing me right? Hey if you looking here listen to it. Then call me...you know the number <3

Eminem - Space Bound (Recovery) CDQ

Look I know you think this is just another Eminem song, but listen to this one. It actually brings tears, hell it makes me think of you <3

(Intro)
Damn, it's been a ride,
I've been to this place,
Now I'm at this one,
But there has got to be a better one,
And I know some of you,
May be in this place,
Shit, I'm getting out,
One way or another,
So follow me

(Verse)
You could get whatever you want from this hit,
As long as you admit to hearing some real shit,
Cause in the end all I got is this,
If you find this to be false let me know,
But right now I gotta blow,
This thing up so you understand,
That I don't give a fuck what you want,
I do this for me,
So keep ya hating criticism,
Here is a dose realism,
The peace sign is just,
The trigger and the middle,
Which to me means little,
Cause Imma do, what I gotta do,
As the middle says hi to you,
As I say bye to you,
Yeah, cause the fuck you hurts,
But thats my life story,
And I don't know how,
I put up this fight now.

(Chorus Eminem)
I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

(Verse)
Quit playing the games,
And talking back,
I wish I would of realize this,
Before I lost my mom to this crap,
You claim to be grown,
Then stand on your own two feet,
If you can't do that then don't speak,
It was my decision to get mean,
The world mad it for me,
18 years old at the height,
Of less than 6ft,
Loss to many peeps,
To just be,
If it wasn't for this outlet,
I'd probably be in the streets,
Chasing the crack game,
Or somethings stupider,
Maybe be in the box sleep,
Doing more right now,
Than I ever dreamed.

(Chorus Eminem)
I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

(Outro)
See I realize I must make a change,
Even if it's not a big one,
Step away from my past,
To make a brighter future,
To not dwell on things,
To move forward,
To look at the positives,
To truly be free from it all,
I must truly be Not Afraid.....

I'm Not Afraid

I got a lot of shit going on in my life right now. Just finished my first year of college recently, back to the shit hole of a home I live in. I think I'm just lashing out at people right now. So nobody take anything lately personally. This is strictly emotional. But this isn't what I do here. This is strictly for the poetry. I'm a try to stick to that plan, but if I can't fuck you for not understanding. Lastly I'm NOT AFRAID!!

Not Afraid - Eminem

Realism

Lets be real,
If only for a second,
Friendship works,
When we're on the same page,
Not when one is running game,
And I feel like my attempts are in vain,
Hopefully you don't feel the same,
And I'm looking at it wrong,
Lets just hope tomorrow,
Bring along a happier song.

Thoughts From Last Night

Okay I get,
Alright no need to explain,
I went from being your best friend,
To your boyfriend,
Back to being just friends,
And now I'm an afterthought,
I really can't explain it,
And the character count on my status,
Don't give me enough to try,
If we suppose to be "best" friends,
Why is everything so reluctant,
If I make a change in plans,
Why is there a problem?
And when I ask a couple questions,
You act like I'm bugging,
Huh, what was that,
You saying goodbye?
I knew I would always be the bad guy,
I take the blame when ever you get mad,
And I always stay with you when your sad,
Even though you hurt me, for you I stayed glad,
Whats that you say,
You don't want to hear it,
Why do I always lecture you like I'm your dad?
But this isn't a lecture,
We're not in study hall,
This is a text message,
Or a phone call,
Don't hang up just yet,
There is more on my mind,
You asked me to speak it,
And right now seems just fine,
I don't know why I bother,
Or even try,
Mention that kids name,
You're there no lie,
I'm down for compromise,
But you're like no,
My way is just fine,
Don't even hear me out,
So why do I speak?
For you to step on my words,
Act like there real cheap,
Oh you're sleepy now,
How I know you'd say that,
Not like every time I got a point,
You give me that,
But its cool,
I'll say the rest to your voice mail.
*Leave me a message*
Yeah it's me,
Hanging up the phone,
Don't make it any better,
You do whatever,
But I can't do a damn thing,
Without a why, who, what, and when,
Seems like a summary, yeah?
You go out,
You say nothing happen,
Talk about it tomorrow,
You speak volumes,
As I pop Valiums,
So I can take the lies,
Like frogs take in the flies,
You're not drunk,
You tipsy,
It's the same shit to me,
But whatever,
I keep the Svedka,
In my red little sweater,
Just to feel better,
Nope I did need it,
Pills go and beats it,
Bobby take the bottle,
Then go speeding,
Whatever be the reason,
That I truly care about you,
Be the same reason that I,
Truly get frustrated,
Cause lately a day for me and you,
Gets reduced to an hour or two,
Or worst if we throw his name in the mix,
Like a bowl for Trix,
Feeling like the rabbit,
Jumping threw hopes for it,
But I realize tonight I'm mad,
Tomorrow I'll be upset,
And by the time we speak,
You would have forgot,
I wouldn't be so angry,
So it would be like whatever,
Or it never happen,
It seems like taking it to heart,
Will always hurt,
Even though brushing it off,
Should feel worst,
It may be the only way,
To let go first.

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