Dear Marshall

So here is a poem I wrote a few minutes ago on my Tumblr.... I decided I should post it here too.

This is an open letter,

Not to considered a confession,

Not be confused with fan mail,

You get to much of that,

I just like the name,

And the references will bring the readers back.

Hey Marshall,

I’m having a Relapse,

Bottles of alcohol and prescription caps,

And that’s just the tip of the iceberg,

Dreams of murder scenes,

With faces I don’t know…

I love her,

She hates me,

Something like Kim and Haley,

I don’t sleep,

Days writing poems,

Nights crying alone,

Shell casings all over my bedroom floor…..

I want to end it tonight,

Yet my state of mind,

Paranoia, and situation,

Keeps me pacing back and forth,

I’m afraid I love her,

She really hates me,

I want to go,

But it wouldn’t fix me,

And truthfully if I do it,

It’s just to see if,

She would miss me……..