Thug Life

Lets stop and take a moment to remember 1 of the realist MC in history.

.........And Then Their Was Hope

When life feels like a prison,
How the hell am I suppose to break out?
Do you grab a bottle of pill,
Or drink to you're out?
I do neither,
Pick the pen up,
To write litters,
Volumes or gallons,
Whatever you fathom,
Till I pass out,
Or till their is no one left to have them,
What are words but mere weapons,
What are weapons if you can't use 'em,
I use my weapons so much,
I abuse 'em,
Reuse the same ones daily,
If I'm lucky,
Use 'em so much,
My words just cut me,
Some things I say hurt,
But I need you to understand what it's worth,
I could of swallowed a bottle,
And ended it that way,
Instead I picked up a pen,
Wrote till the end,
Just to keep breathing,
Just to keep believing....

Eminem Feat. Rihanna - Love The Way You Lie (Recovery CDQ)

I mean it when I say I'm sorry, the trick is believing me right? Hey if you looking here listen to it. Then call me...you know the number <3

Eminem - Space Bound (Recovery) CDQ

Look I know you think this is just another Eminem song, but listen to this one. It actually brings tears, hell it makes me think of you <3

(Intro)
Damn, it's been a ride,
I've been to this place,
Now I'm at this one,
But there has got to be a better one,
And I know some of you,
May be in this place,
Shit, I'm getting out,
One way or another,
So follow me

(Verse)
You could get whatever you want from this hit,
As long as you admit to hearing some real shit,
Cause in the end all I got is this,
If you find this to be false let me know,
But right now I gotta blow,
This thing up so you understand,
That I don't give a fuck what you want,
I do this for me,
So keep ya hating criticism,
Here is a dose realism,
The peace sign is just,
The trigger and the middle,
Which to me means little,
Cause Imma do, what I gotta do,
As the middle says hi to you,
As I say bye to you,
Yeah, cause the fuck you hurts,
But thats my life story,
And I don't know how,
I put up this fight now.

(Chorus Eminem)
I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

(Verse)
Quit playing the games,
And talking back,
I wish I would of realize this,
Before I lost my mom to this crap,
You claim to be grown,
Then stand on your own two feet,
If you can't do that then don't speak,
It was my decision to get mean,
The world mad it for me,
18 years old at the height,
Of less than 6ft,
Loss to many peeps,
To just be,
If it wasn't for this outlet,
I'd probably be in the streets,
Chasing the crack game,
Or somethings stupider,
Maybe be in the box sleep,
Doing more right now,
Than I ever dreamed.

(Chorus Eminem)
I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

(Outro)
See I realize I must make a change,
Even if it's not a big one,
Step away from my past,
To make a brighter future,
To not dwell on things,
To move forward,
To look at the positives,
To truly be free from it all,
I must truly be Not Afraid.....

I'm Not Afraid

I got a lot of shit going on in my life right now. Just finished my first year of college recently, back to the shit hole of a home I live in. I think I'm just lashing out at people right now. So nobody take anything lately personally. This is strictly emotional. But this isn't what I do here. This is strictly for the poetry. I'm a try to stick to that plan, but if I can't fuck you for not understanding. Lastly I'm NOT AFRAID!!

Not Afraid - Eminem

Realism

Lets be real,
If only for a second,
Friendship works,
When we're on the same page,
Not when one is running game,
And I feel like my attempts are in vain,
Hopefully you don't feel the same,
And I'm looking at it wrong,
Lets just hope tomorrow,
Bring along a happier song.

Thoughts From Last Night

Okay I get,
Alright no need to explain,
I went from being your best friend,
To your boyfriend,
Back to being just friends,
And now I'm an afterthought,
I really can't explain it,
And the character count on my status,
Don't give me enough to try,
If we suppose to be "best" friends,
Why is everything so reluctant,
If I make a change in plans,
Why is there a problem?
And when I ask a couple questions,
You act like I'm bugging,
Huh, what was that,
You saying goodbye?
I knew I would always be the bad guy,
I take the blame when ever you get mad,
And I always stay with you when your sad,
Even though you hurt me, for you I stayed glad,
Whats that you say,
You don't want to hear it,
Why do I always lecture you like I'm your dad?
But this isn't a lecture,
We're not in study hall,
This is a text message,
Or a phone call,
Don't hang up just yet,
There is more on my mind,
You asked me to speak it,
And right now seems just fine,
I don't know why I bother,
Or even try,
Mention that kids name,
You're there no lie,
I'm down for compromise,
But you're like no,
My way is just fine,
Don't even hear me out,
So why do I speak?
For you to step on my words,
Act like there real cheap,
Oh you're sleepy now,
How I know you'd say that,
Not like every time I got a point,
You give me that,
But its cool,
I'll say the rest to your voice mail.
*Leave me a message*
Yeah it's me,
Hanging up the phone,
Don't make it any better,
You do whatever,
But I can't do a damn thing,
Without a why, who, what, and when,
Seems like a summary, yeah?
You go out,
You say nothing happen,
Talk about it tomorrow,
You speak volumes,
As I pop Valiums,
So I can take the lies,
Like frogs take in the flies,
You're not drunk,
You tipsy,
It's the same shit to me,
But whatever,
I keep the Svedka,
In my red little sweater,
Just to feel better,
Nope I did need it,
Pills go and beats it,
Bobby take the bottle,
Then go speeding,
Whatever be the reason,
That I truly care about you,
Be the same reason that I,
Truly get frustrated,
Cause lately a day for me and you,
Gets reduced to an hour or two,
Or worst if we throw his name in the mix,
Like a bowl for Trix,
Feeling like the rabbit,
Jumping threw hopes for it,
But I realize tonight I'm mad,
Tomorrow I'll be upset,
And by the time we speak,
You would have forgot,
I wouldn't be so angry,
So it would be like whatever,
Or it never happen,
It seems like taking it to heart,
Will always hurt,
Even though brushing it off,
Should feel worst,
It may be the only way,
To let go first.

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