Drug of Choice

My life is a train/On a reckless collision course

I drink so much liquor/That my throat is coarse

Pills are like pokemon/I just gotta catch’em all

Even when I’m praying/In a bathroom stall

I get so high/That on occasion/I might die

I do it for days on in

I’m losing friends/They say they don’t see me anymore

I’m always home/And when I’m not

I swear I’ll quit/But I never get enough of it

My hands are shaky/I think I’m going through withdrawal

I haven’t done this much/Since the last time/This fall

I’m at my peak/So why is this valley/So cold

I’m on a roll/Literally I don’t know/When to fold

I had it all/And soon it/Will all be gone

It’s all my fault/At least that is/What I keep telling myself

I’m so lost/My highs/Are all new lows

No matter what/I can’t stop/Doing it/NO!!!

What would you do/If this was all you had

Pack it up/If it makes you feel so bad

But me I love it

Using a new format/Makes me feel so bold/Forget the comma/ It’s just too old

It’s so unhealthy /This crazy obsession

I’m losing sleep/ Slowly slipping into depression

My condition is regressing/You have no idea

I need help/Accepting some is my fear

This isn’t just a lifestyle choice

It’s become my existence/Sorta an addiction

Without it/I just couldn’t survive/I need it

You just wouldn’t understand

This is my passion/This is my calling

I exchange one for another

They are the same

Music & Writing/Writing & Music

My drugs of choice