Where I’m Suppose To Be

Tonight, I wish on

This 11:11

That where I am

Tonight, is where I’m suppose to be

That this night would be the most important

Tonight,

Tonight, what is it about you

Tonight,

That makes me want to be forever here at

This moment if I died I want

To cherish just

This me in my solace, happy with myself

Therefore being happy with you is a

Thrill

PSA

Sorry I've been away for so long. Just getting shit together in my own head, in my own life. If I still have readers let me know. Lost enough people in this school cycle. Shit happens I guess. Just know whoever rode  the storm with me. You wont have to wait for much longer, I'll be back to me sometime soon.

Philosophical Thinking

Failure isn’t just a hobby

It’s my occupation

I’ve seem to let you all down

At least as far as I can see

But I’m proud of it

Disappointment doesn’t bother me

Those who I still disappoint

Don’t really know who I am

Therefore they do not exist

Homecoming

Young man,
Welcome back,
Back to the world that raised you,
You have taken many things from it,
Now it is our turn to receive,
The nurturance and life we have given you,
You now give to others,
It’s just a shame the way you chosen to give back.
You could have given in many other great ways,
But you’re skills would have been wasted,
You took not just from us but from many,
But alas you return it all ten fold,
This world is joyous,
You are finally home,
This world is joyous
Your world is cold. 

Duality

This is a journey, Really to where

into the horizon, sweet can I come

If it’s real to you, What do you mean

then we can meet on the other side, okay lets meet there

This side is tainted, Why is that

what can I say, more than you have

It’s dark over here, Then come this way

I can’t see you, Open your eyes

I can't hear you, You never listen

I won't speak, But you need your voice

I'm afraid, Of what

Myself, Of me

But why, Yes why

Because

We are

One

Am I?

Ich ban Gott
Ich ban Gott
Ich ban Gott
Or am I hallow 
Like the day is long
Empty like the glass full
Short like winter cold
Lost lost lost
Found
Find
Friend
Or am I dreaming
Alone dead
Where is god
Ich ban Gott
Hallow thy name
Hallow thy self
Hallow thy hope
Love die
Sweet repeat
Question all
Answer none

The Plot Line

Tonight like any other night,
I go alone,
Nobody by my side,
They come to visit all round,
Sadly not me.
Freedom or shall I say free doom,
Is the story of the engineer,
Curse to ride forever,
Transporting lovers and killers alike,
Never being happy, never being loved
Only to be there and make sure the story moves along

The Show Goes On

Just remember when you come up

The show goes on

With or with out you

The show goes on

They say they need but

The show goes on

All alone in this place

The show goes on

Drinking oh so long

The show goes on

All night till the morning

The show goes on

Middle finger to the world so cold

The show goes on

Broken hearted

The show goes on

Lost of hope

The show goes on

Alright or not

The show goes on

Ready or not

The show goes on

Broken dreams dreamt so long

The show goes on

…..and the show goes on

…..and the show goes on

…..and the show goes on

Alone

Born alone,

Die alone,

Just me, myself, and

I,

Everyday,

Just me, myself, and

I,

Nobody around,

Nobody to see,

Time to let the soul free,

Die alone,

Reborn alone.

Revolution

One day I plan to be higher than the faith,

The skies, and the heavens themselves,

Just working on the revolution.

Only a ghost could be that amazing,

A figment of your imagination,

Could only work on the revolution.

The Vatican, the faith, the Pope,

All symbols of  hope?

Or a symbol of the system,

Designed to keep you down,

Maybe mainstream,

It doesn’t matter, still working on the revolution.

So don’t runaway from me,

Run towards the unknown,

For the scene you’re, isn’t real,

Are you ready for the revolution?

Are you willing to follow me to the revolution?

Are you ready for the revolution?

Can you lead the revolution…………