Homeless

My mom put me out again. LOL

Poem

Things I Do

By Maurice

I keep telling myself,

I keep telling myself,

One day these girls are going to kill me.

I don't know why,

I keep doing this to myself,

I always say I'm over you,

But I know,

It's not true,

That is a wild thing,

What love can do.

I keep telling myself,

I keep telling myself,

One day these girls are going to kill me.

I wanna scream I love you from the top of my lungs,

But I'm afraid someone else would hear me,

But why do I fall so easy,

Am I truly just a hopeless romantic?

Because,

I keep telling myself,

I'm still in love with you,

I keep telling myself,

I'm truly happy with you,

I keep telling myself,

I don't know what to do,

I keep telling myself,

I'm lost with out you,

I keep telling myself,

One day these girls are going to kill me.

Work.......

Well training is working out pretty good. Up until today, I found out I got the night shift. 12:45pm to 6:00pm it is just a wild thing. The best thing about what happen is, at least we can leave work together, go there together. It's not that bad, I just can't work at the office this year. GDT!!!!!

Transformers 2: Revenge of The Fallen

It was a pretty good movie. Sacha thought it was a bit racist, I don't know really. I enjoyed the movie. I also just enjoyed the experience of see a movie with you. I loved how John dropped out, but it's whatever. You still my boy. See y'all at work....

Graduation

It is only less than 2hrs away. I hope I can do this.................

Final Goodbye

Final Goodbye??

By Maurice

It is sad,

Very sad when a love one must go,

But this doesn't have to be,

Does it?

This doesn't have to be our final goodbye,

This could be a chance to learn,

Find our strengths,

Just because where heading to different way,

This doesn't have to be our final goodbye.

I'm scared,

I don't want to lose you,

But with this being goodbye,

I just might,

So be prepared,

For my tears,

My emotions,

Normally I'm stronger than this,

But tonight is different,

This is actually our final goodbye.

Sure we can keep in touch,

But now we can't touch,

Because I'm here,

And your there,

So as I cry on this paper,

I want to ask you something,

Are you ready for this?

Because I'm not,

Graduation is starting to look like doomsday,

Or am I worrying to much,

Anyway I just don't want to leave,

I'm not ready to leave,

I can't do this,

But I must,

6/25/09 6:00pm,

Bring it on..............

Wet Rainny Day

Its just a few hours until I graduate and the Principal pisses me off today. So I walked out and got a cool haircut. Then came back to play cello. I love that instrument, I hope my school doesn't want it back. I don't think I could part with it. But I'm sad tomorrow might be my final goodbye with some people that I have gotten very close with. It is a scary sad time tomorrow, and the rain isn't making it better. Oh I almost forgot my last performance tomorrow as well, it is a wild day all around tomorrow.

????Confused????

It is ok. I don't know what exzatly you are talking about, but it is ok. Tell him if you must. Just fill me in on what it is that you are talking about. And I am sorry that I'm so jealous, I can't help it. It is just my way of showing I care. So if you read this between the next time we see each other and the next time you see him, I hope both chats will be wonderful.

June 23, 2009

I felt the Rent today. Hung out with two drama queens, and brought a new game. But all I really wanted to do was hang out with you. Oh well, we got all of tomorrow to hang. Maybe......Lol. Nah today was pretty good. Going to get my haircut tomorrow. Then I don't know. Maybe................Ummmmm

PS.

Just finished kicking ass with my Gears clan.

Books

Oh yeah, used my library card today. Check out Cased Close 1-6, got lots of free books. It was a fun day over all.