Absence

I'm in one of those moods
In which only God can hurt me
You know me
You know God
But do you really know us
For I truly don't know you yet
Yet that is to say you never opened up Never took down the wall
But invited me to break it
You have
For you are afraid to open up
Afraid another may hurt you
Sadly I say this:
You don't know me
You never wanted to
Because you know I would never hurt you You just want me to be him
To replace him
To be that thrill you can reuse
To be the joy that is here now
And soon to be replace by another
I am your light bulb
Religion is your excuse
God isn't coming my dear
Because you replaced him too