Never Ceases To Amaze Me

We talked for awhile last night. You re-entered my world. Told me things, made sense of things. And I told you things, that I trust you to keep. You kept me warm on nights I felt cold, and now you keep me full when I feel empty. Thank you.

Dec. 31

I'm not perfect. Is that what she wants me? Can I let go of myself to be something , no someone I am not. I'm trying to be that person she wants me to be. I've already let go so much of myself. I wonder if she sees it.

AC3

That is all

The Power of a Female

Maybe they do have all the power. Lets see, they make boys weak, they corrupt the minds of men, and the topple nations. Who is actually in control of your realitionship?

The More You Know

As I read this manga it makes me realize that there is so much that I don't know about you. It makes me want to know more, it makes me feel bad anytime I don't call. Is there a deeper lesson to be learned from these photos?

A Simply Hug

If she/he makes you feel like that then you need to fight for it.

Ac3

Misfortune got the website up and running.
Ac3 is on the rise. Loyalty is a must. Trust is earned. And death be for dishonor always. Ac3 uprising begins now...........

Sorry for Forever more

Mr. Studdard was sorry for 2004
He promised not to mess up anymore
Well this is my sorry for,
Forever more,
Because I’m human,
And we all make mistakes its true,
But first I want to apologize to you.
You did everything you could,
To make me happy,
And I only looked at the bad,
Yes we fuss and fight,
But that’s life.
I wish I would of realize that sooner,
And then I didn’t call,
Enough so that you would know I cared,
But yet and still,
It was I that pushed for the split.
I truly feel like shit,
It’s my entire fault,
And I’m sorry it came to this,
So,
This is my sorry for,
Forever more,
I promise to try harder for real,
Even if I can’t get another chance to make it work.

To You......

Well it's nice to know I'm not the only one that feels this way. Lol and she says I think the world revoles around me.

Safety First

Everything I post wont be important

And lastly if............................I thought we wouldn't take it this far

No I'm not mad, I just expected more from you.

Shorts

Hate me if you will,
I just thought this time it would be different,
But alast I'm still the ass,
An as such,
I say good day,
For nothing else I say shall matter to you.

You may Hate me Now

Wow you got to love Facebook, she hates me and I get the email twice. Got me feeling like Charles, Weezy, and Cudi. I feel like dying but I'm going to keep flying. Only on the notion that one day you and I will be fine again.

Do You Ever........

Take things personally from someone who doesn't know you,
I've been doing that alot lately.
I don't know why,
I've just have been you know.
Take things personally from someone who you think knows you well,
I've done that too.
And what I'm going to do after,
Might not be the best thing,
But I feel it is.
Think about things you can not change,
I do it all the time.
She tod me our realitionship isn't healthy,
That one day it might be the death of me.
I find it hard to believe but, what if she is right?
Over think,
Don't even ask me that I'm doing that now.
Find it hard to tell someone how you feel,
Find it eve hard to make that step,
Feel like your going to say the wrong thing so it is better left unsaid,
Lastly, do you ever find that a wild night, might just be the thing you needed to go on.........

Bittersweat

I don't know what to say,
You left me on silver wings,
With you I believed I could fly,
And without I still should be able to,
The world is still fresh and young,
There are many fish in the sea,
And with this gift that you have given me,
I will catch one.

I'm glad to see you go on, but I'm sad to see you leave. I wish that we could of ended better. I shouldn't have acted the way I did. I feel I made a mistake, it was only an hour later and I already miss you. But I'm happy for you, you get to go on with your life. You can find that perfect fish for you now. I'm happy to have beenyour first. I guess I want to say I'm sorry, but I know it is probably to late.

Some days I feel like I'm pushing the people closest to me away. I don't know what to do anymore.

So Disrespectful Remix

Bitches be like Maurice
Why you so disrespectful
So so so disrespectful
So I'm like fuck 'em
I'm so disrespectful
So so so disrespectful
I'll fucking slap your

Then fuck and shit on your momma
Blast your damn brother, then bang your sister
Go ahead get mad light yourself, matter a fact take my knife and cut yourself
But you're a "big" girl, to "big" respond
You know me, I'm the psycho that everybody be on
Fuck bout to turn Buffalo into the home of the body bag
You a ugly chick, and your tits sag like a speed bag
Come on bitch, you will never be my equal
I got a big enough arsenal, to blow your city off the map
Your niggas hunt deers, bitch I hunt people
See me I'm on that shit you will never be on
I'm high on life, your high on that fucking herion

Bitch I'm so disrespectful
So so so disrespectful
I'm so disrespectful
So so so disrespectful

Damn Joey tell momma Maurice done turn to Eazy
You didn't know he had more personalities than D-twizzy
With bigger guns than that crazy nigga Fifty
Its clear that you shouldn't fuck with me
Being calm isn't easy
Cause killing you bitches will be oh so greasy
When will they realize Amherst PD can't see me
And don't worry your momma wont hear a thing
Cause when you get somked, her door bell gonna ring
She gonna see a gun and that shit gonna go bang

Awww fuck it
I'm so disrespectful
So so so disrespectful
I'm so disrespectful
So so so disrespectful

I need to cut this shit out
But some people like to get out
Then the fucking nine speaks
Bitches go to sleep
Which means another body dead on the streets

Damn I didn't need to go there but I told them when I see them alone somewhere something is going to happen. I don't like when people are with their friends talking shit. And I promise when I catch them alone I will get each and everyone of them.

Software Downloads

Why does this shit take so long to download? I just don't get it. If I need it download quick.
This was another short short brought to you in part by Maurice.

Why?

Lots of people ask me why do I do this. I only have 4 followers. 1 being the guy who showed me the site, another is unknowed to me, and 2 of them are girls that I actually like. So people ask me why all the time and my reply to them is this. Out of the millions of people in the world only 4 of them realize that every voice in this world is important. So on that note here is Why?:

Why do people hate each other?
Why did Palin write that book?
Why can you only find "God" in church?
Why can FOX News lie?
Why did I give all that hate mail a reply?

It is simple,
Each voice is important,
What has to be said or done,
Is decided by that voice,
Some people only can find the truth they seek,
When they listen to others "truths",
But me,
I find my truth in listening,
To myself,
I if wonder the world,
Had as many free thinkers,
Would I even care to to this,
Or better yet,
Why?

L4D2

What does an over weight ex-football playing have in common with a gambler, a mechanic, and a producer? They all are fighting for their lives in the next installment of Left 4 Dead. It leaves me to ask why does all the bad things happen in New Orleans?

Soundtrack To My Life (Remix)

I got 99 problems, mostly bitches
Just like Cudi, leaving this beat in stitches
But I'm not him or that boy Slim
And you know its hard, when you type broke
Somedays I can't even afford the soap
At least I control my own life, the money was never in charge
I miss it though, And I know I should
Treat my mom better, but I got this itchty sweater
Mom and Dad always fighting, forcing me to chose sides
Did I mess up?
God will decided, but for right now I'm on my grind
Always had siblings around, why was I always by myself?
The oldest son, always felt like the only child negleted
Maybe its because I didn't get the attention
And I could fell this tension, hate to admit it but I was always the jealous type
Watching my brothers and sister, hang with both their parents there
Somedays it made me tear..............
I wonder why they all couldn't see, the sadness in me, Maurice

I've got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring out of me
Cause each tear got its own story
So I bring them to the light for you
It's only right
This is the soundtrack to my life, the soundtrack to my life

I'm crying now, like when it rains
But not tears of joy, this is pure pain
I should of let this go, when I let the blood drip from my veins
A 16 year old boy, with more cuts than a body builder
The world kick salt into each wound
As I wrote plans up to bring the world to its doom
People told me to chill, thats how I got introduce to pills
So somedays I sat real still
I became a rockstar, with more drugs and no sex
Got Eminem blasting in my tape deck, all my "friends" wanting to know what I'm going to do next
Most of them didn't give a fuck, and I know I gave a fuck less
Didn't want to live, so I tired to cash this check
Death said denied, so now I'm extra stress
What made it worst I had this pain in my chest
16yrs old fell in love, with this goddess from up above
But she was always hanging with the bad boys
Kiss my best friend closest, while they both smiled in my face
Thats when I stop following the faith, I wonder how bad that taste
So I wonder........
Why they couldn't see, all this hatred in me, Maurice

I've got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring out of me
Cause each tear got its own story
So I bring them to the light for you
It's only right
This is the soundtrack to my life, the soundtrack to my life

And as I get to the end of my life,
People I should hate, I always treated them right
People I should embrass, somedays they make me hide my face
What I learned is that people are snakes, don't turn your back
Even though they will still bite you in face
The girl I fell in love with, wonder how she taste
The girl she protected, she still oh so fake
The girl I'm with now, save her till the end
This wasn't made to hurt any of my family or friends
If this was right, I really don't care
Just wanted to shed some light, on what keeps me up at night
Back to the girl I'm with now
I wonder if she can see, all these emontions pouring out of me, Maurice

I've got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring out of me
Cause each tear got its own story
So I bring them to the light for you
It's only right
This is the soundtrack to my life, the soundtrack to my life

This is something, I shouldn't even writen
Most people, couldn't live with this stress
But I have to the best at this
Cause for every piece that I write, 10 come out just like it
I'm not the only poet in this world, nor am I the only man who fell in love with a girl
I did have to let my emotions go, it is the only way I can grow
As a person, and as a writer
I have to pen things, that will fuel the fire
Seeing how I'm speaking on truths, here a lie
I'm happy................
So I wonder how I handel, all the sadness in me, Maurice

I've got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring out of me
Cause each tear got its own story
So I bring them to the light for you
It's only right
This is the soundtrack to my life, the soundtrack to my life

Will I ever find an end to all of this?

I'm Still Alive

Just putting it out there. I'm ok. I just been going through some rough times in my life so I haven't had time to post. But the people closest to me have been keeping my spirits high, so I do plan on writing some more very soon. I just don't know when. I hope to have writen something by Sunday, but it doesn't look hopeful.
With Peace, Death , and Love
Maurice

Heaven Sent Demon

I'm the demon seed from heaven,

I promise you hell,

And only this because,

I've been dragged through it.

Nearly beat to death at the age of 7,

House burned down at the age of 12,

Slit my wrist at the age 15,

Re-attempted that kill myself shit at the age of 16,

And nearly died weeks before my 18th.

Been heart broken so many times,

That I don't want to hear anyone speak on it,

And some how I always end up speaking with you.

So the hell that I promise you,

Will transcend you through the heavens.

Can you handle what this trip might have in store?

Are you ready.......

Our bonds might break,

But with whatever happens,

Time has proven, We shall survive.

To truly understands someone you must first share the bonds of sadness with them.

~Maurice

Spiderman is Real

Full Circle

The day always seem to come around with a good end in sight. I started off talking to my love, and ending talking with my love.

Welcome To New York (Remix)

(Chorus)

It's the home of 9-11, the place of the lost towers

We still banging, we never lost power, tell em

Welcome to New York City, welcome to New York City

Y'all messing with BK's flavor and Harlem's own savior

Now that's danger theres nothing left to shape up

Welcome to New York City, welcome to New York City

(Me)

Striaght off of Greene Ave

Rushed out Buffalo

Where PD still keeping the kid low

Living in the safest city in the state

Still not safe from blow

Thought crack hit home hard

Walk a few blocks

Likely to lose faith in God

And its a damn shame

Go to see my boy Vez

Cant even rock my damn chain

In college thought things will change

Feel like Im in Brooklyn

Doing the same thing

FDAIV got the boy strung

Daemen College got the supply

So the boy stay high

Wishing he was back

(Chorus)

It's the home of 9-11, the place of the lost towers

We still banging, we never lost power, tell em

Welcome to New York City, welcome to New York City

Y'all messing with BK's flavor and Harlem's own savior

Now that's danger theres nothing left to shape up

Welcome to New York City, welcome to New York City

(ME)

Damn I'm back for a second verse

Because I couldn't get in tuch with the kid

But I know he doing his thing

Whenever where ever you might his this verse

Harlem World

Just know there still is a spot

On this track

Nothing is complete in

NY unless your fam got your back

To All This May Concern,

Even thought I didn't mention your names, you , the people closest to me know who you are and know

I'm always thin about you in all my major and minor moves.

Where in The World is Charles Hamilton?

Awww I know this is old information but I think tis girl might of kidnapped Charles

7 Things

I wrote this in 2008 about this girl that rocked my world. She knows who she is. Thought I should post this though

I hate to admit this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared

It was awesome, we had something special
It's impossible for me not to care
Now I'm standing in the rain
Listening to your phone ring
But nothing's ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're insane, your fame, you're a shame
You push me away, you pull me back
You make laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most about you
You make me love you

It is awkward and silent
As I pray that you open the door
And say what I need to hear right now
Your truthful reply

When these words slip from your lips
I will grab you by your hips
The words I only hear in my dreams
Cause I know your not coming back
So these 7 things I will say

The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're insane, your fame, you're a shame
You push me away, you pull me back
You make laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy


Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most about you
You make me love you


And compared to all the great things
That would take to long to write
I probably should meantion the 7 things I like


Your hair, your eyes, your sick dances moves
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I'll guess that both is what I have to buy


Your hands in mine
When we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you, you do
Oh you, you make me love you


Do I do it to you?

Yankees

The Yankees Beat The Phillys
Hell Yeah
We Taking it

Eagles

Eagles Blow Out Gaints
40-17

Super

The Toughest Marvel Superhero Ever

http://marvel.com/digitalcomics/view.htm?iid=12466&title=

Rolling With Saget

A Sad Day

Things anit the Same

If China is a continent and Pluto is a star, I guess that Maurice is GOD.

Tears

When I get upset with a person,
I stare at your face,
Fall back into a happy place,
But this person really got to me,
She made me see a side that I haven't seen in years,
I wanted to kill her,
Beat her at least half to death,
Never was I this pissed off,
I took a step back and remembered,
What it was like tosee you angry,
I wouldn't want you to see that,
So I fell asleep with a heavy heart,
Wish we would have talked last night,
But we both was busy,
So I'll talk to you later,
Mwah,
Love you, Maurice.

Aww

Get well soon sweetie............. That headache won't last long. You just need some rest.

Eagels Win

http://espn.go.com/nfl/recap?gameId=291026028

Enough said

Go Eagels

Were up 17-0 in the 2rd 13:17
I'll keep you posted

Headache

Nothing matters to me if your not happy. He was wasted last night, and I'm glad you were able to let me go. But now I have a headache. Thank you for letting go, he would of died last night. I glad you understood.

Really?

You can try
But you can not win
No matter what you do
You lose
There never seems to be a middle ground
Your right
Im wrong
End of discussion
No matter what Im doing
Nothing just seems to be important
So I cry at night
Trying to make things right
Everything still gets put back on me
Im sorry that I cant talk
But Im falling behind in class
Should I just forget it
Call you so we can kick it
Fail out of school
Wouldnt that be cool
No I should just forget it
Get mad with myself
Because Im always wrong
Go back to bed
Write another sad song
Cause guys will forever remain the bad guy
Cause girls will forever remain sweet and innocent
While all I every wanted
Was for us to get closer
Just wake me from my nightmare
Take me back to a time when you were here
Back when nothing was wrong
Bring me back to life
Let me kow that this is real
That all of these feeling will go away
Bring me back to a brighter day
Cause now my skies are rainy and grey

Confused

Do I confuse you?
For somedays I confuse myself,
I love you,
Even though most days I do not show it,
But truer words have never been spoken,
Do I confuse you?
Hopefully I do not,
But if I do,
Just know,
I try my best to show you,
How I truly feel,
And if I am not the right one for you,
I feel like you do not need to waste your time and stay,
Nor will I waste your time and try to convince you,
So take me as I am,
Or ake nothing at all.


Wow I just had a RENT moment

Wired

Still awake doing hw

Triple Threat

This is the last post for my day. Sacha came to see me. It was awsome. She is still here. So I should pay here some attention. Let me get off of blogger for the night. Lost Mauice.

The Game

Bitch ass rapper. Former member of G-Unit. He just sucks. The last time you heard from this bitch he was dissing a dude that had nothing to do with his issue. Fag, just thought I should say that.

Darien Lake

Do not go to that place. Fright Feast sucked ass. If Sacha didn't come I'd be piss that I paid money to go to this shit. Fuck this shit. Lol don't go. It sucked ass. It was so bad I had to say it twice.

Who Am I? Unfinished Master Piece

Who Am I?

The Master or The Slave?

Do I truly control my fate,

Or is there truly a hand that guides me?

Will I ever wake up at 7am because I want to,

Not because class says I have to?

Will I ever be free of these weights?

That society has placed on me.

No longer do I want to find myself asking this,

Fear

Supposedly it is going to be a snow storm tonight
Sacha coming tomorrow
Lets hope I don't die first

Where Is Charles Hamilton?

The last post on his blog was by Amy Rose. So where is Mr.Hamilton? I want to know. The music biz might get hit up with another Soulja Boy invasion. (IDK if I spelled his name right IDC ethier.) So wake up Mr. Hamiltion, the game needs yo to press start. Sonic can't move forward.

Just Wanted To Fight

Just Feeling Hostile

Just Left You

I went to visit my sweet this weekend
It was awesome
To badI missed the party
Oh well
I still got to visit my love
She will be seeing me this Friday, hopefully
At my school
You know it is true love
When you leave your Eminem shirt. LOL (inny)

Nameless Angel

Maybe I cry to much,

Maybe I don't cry enough,

But it seems like whatever I do,

My fallen angel saves the day,

Her wings hold me to great heights,

While I remember all my sins,

She makes me feel human,

Right when my world begins to end,

As it crumbles before me,

She flyies into my sight again,

This nameless angel,

Happens to be an old friend,

I was 17 when we first fell from grace,

She still a goddess of 17,

It is clear to me that she,

This nameless angel,

Is love,

To infinite degree.

Forever Remix

[Chorus:]
It's like I've waited my whole life for this one night
It's gonna be me you and the dance floor
'cause we've only got one night
Double your pleasure
Double your fun and dance
Forever (ever, ever)
Forever (ever, ever)
Forever (ever, ever)
Forever girl forever
Forever (ever, ever)
Forever (ever, ever)
Forever (ever, ever)
Forever on the dance floor

[Me:]
Most days people
Say forever
And they mean when you dry
They fly
And when you wet they lay
But forever I will stay
Fateful from day 1
Your my moonlight and my sun
You cause me to be forever
On a whole other level
This love is the pedal
On the bike to success
With you there is no stress
So my best
You shall receive
And if you should ever leave
Just know
You still have your best friend
In your time of need

Sick and Scared

I feel like shit. I got flu like issues. I'm staying in for the rest of the week, hope I feel better if Bobby is going to PA. It's been a week since I last saw you, and we're fighting again like it's been a year. I miss you, I'm trying to make time, but I'm not perfect. Last night I let go so many things, I was scared. I was thinking about quiting there are other guys out there. That might be better for you. I'm just confused. I'm glad you were there for me. To help me get through it. Thank you.

Late Posting

I visted you a few days ago anf you didn't post. Awwww....... I was waiting for you to tell me. Anyway I love seeing you. Come see me soon. Love You.

New Poems posted soon

Forever Remix

[Chorus:]

It may not mean nothing to ya'll

But understand nothing was done for me

So I don't plan on stopping at all

I want this shit forever man, ever man, ever man

I'm shutting shit down at the mall

And telling every girl she the one for me

And I ain't even planning to call

I want this shit forever man, ever man, ever man

[Me:]

F. O. R. E. V. E. R.

You don't know shit about it

People bitch and moan about it

I put my blood sweat and tears into this

Then you come around and try to make a damn change to it

LOL SMILY FACE

Bitch nigga go back to myspace

Get out of my face

Bullshit ringtone rap

Ive been taping to sick meldoys

Way before you where out commiting felonys

Little mother fucker

Click clack

This raise of the wack

Is over now

Please bow out

Before you get hit over the head

With this fucking mouse

Tears

Please have mercy on my soul,
Was I selfish when the hearse pulled her body away?
Did I truly only think of myself?
Am I really that blind?
Sure the car pulled her away,
But why do I feel like I'm the one who died?
Do I always take fault?
Did I let love blind me?
I'm so confused on what to do next,
I used to live from text to text,
Now I live from breathe to breathe,
There is a chill in the air and I don't like it,
I feel like this nothing left beside me,
We just split,
And I cried all wildly,
I feel like I might hae lost my body,
Damn I love her,
But this pain came out of no where,
The take her body,
But my heart and soul,
Was with her the love,
So forever I'll bleed,
Right though it,
Sleep at night,
With my heart lost,
Forever

I ____ You

I love you. No matter what happens. Always feel my love.

Even if your world is crashing down,

Let my love for you hold it up,

Up to the stars,

With all the love I can give,

Maurice.

My Mission

Mission Start

Yesterday was the start of my mission,

Therefore I’m a day behind,

I could no longer procrastinate,

Time is already slipping,

Failure is within inches,

But the goal is so far,

With enough drive,

I could shoot the stars.

Do I have the will to make it?

Is this truly meant to be?

This is what I’ve always wanted, but is this for me?

My destiny is all over,

Just like this jumbled poem,

But with the right help,

My dreams, My passion, My excitement, My destiny they all will become one.

Boredom

I’m in the library studying up on the little things, like how to cook soup, to how to fall asleep in the library when so bored of studying in the library. Ewww is that droll . Anyway back to my essay on m high school to college transition.

3 Headed Monster

I miss her. I don't feel any better. I got a golf ball shot in my neck. I'm just in pain. Menatly psyhicaly and emotionaly

Why do I sleep
Cause I am the dream
It seems like every day is a different scheme
I guess right now I'm the college theme
I don't like Myspace
But I miss myspace
My roomates are cool dudes
I just need my cold world
I got a twisted outlook on life
My mom think its the music
I say its the weather
Or not depending
On if I give a fuck
This flow is really tough
I guess now I'm tougher
Maybe it's cause I'm on my own
Maybe it's causr I'm grown
Well whatever it is I love it
You can't touch it
I think I'm done
Hell yeah this is it
Goodnight America
I Love This Shit

Poke Her Face

Blame it on the far space,
I wish she was at my place, For the day!
She used to wake me up for school,
Wait on me for work, Cause I'm always late!
Got ddddamn,
I missing home man, But it's not my mom I miss!
Missy you know who you are,
Your like a shooting star, Why so far away!
I miss the way you make me feel,
Like everything else wasn't real, Then you left!
So OoOooOOooOoOo,
I wish I could poke her face,
Or at least see her poker face,
I miss the taste of your lipstick,
That you never where,
I miss the way you stare into the night sky,
Like WOOOOOOAHHHHH A OooOoOoO!!!
I think I'm going crazy,
Let me know,
You know it's true,
Expescially end in,
XOXOXOXOXO!!!

P.S. I LOVE YOU
Maurice

Things Change. But can I deal?

I'm upset. I lost my key and it had me down for a while. But that what isn't borthering me. I'm scared. I got class tomorrow, you know my first one. And I don't know if I'm ready for it. It is like the important one. PSY-103-02 it is scary. But that doesn't borther me. It is you. You are changing and I respect that. I don't even know whe it started happening. You started growing up. I love that. Your all grown up now. But I'm scared you might be into a more mature kind of guy now. Maybe it is the whole not talking thing. But I made you a promise and I'm going to stick to it. I rather be sad thinking of you, than happy being without you. When we get together again in person I will love it, I truly miss you. Can't wait to see you again love...................

Love Maurice

By Myself

It is my first night and I feel all alone. It isn't bad. I just feel alone. But there are people here, all around me. I guess it is because  I miss you. I hope this will past. Soon I don't know if I could keep this yo. Im feeling sad.

I Miss You Too

Baby you my everthing,
Your all I ever wanted,
I know it is corny,
But I mean all of it.
I wait all day for your phone call,
I eat up your texts,
When did I become so sappy?
I know,
When you came apart of my life,
I began to become happy.
I don't know the future,
But what I do know is that I love you Sacha,
I thought I knew what was best,
I stop calling,
So you could focus on school,
But as I could see I was a fool,
I miss you,
I love you,
I need you,
Much more than you will ever know,
Your right things will get better.

Love, Hugs and Kisses,
With lots more love, Maurice

My laptop should come Wensday, Sept. 2, 2009. Then I could post more regularly again.

....................

I miss her.
I really miss her.
But I'm happy she is gone.
She is at school doing what she needs to do.
I wish her the best.
Sacha I love you.
I hope you get everything you need and want.

With Love,
Maurice...........................

Talk to you soon, maybe

Upset

Im losing lots of things
Hopefully they will come up
Hopefully...........

Week

It was Saturday when I was feeling ill
Then you gave me the love pill
So Sunday
Was a very fun day
And Monday we wont have time
But Wensday you are all mine
Nothing really left to say
The love of your boyfriend
Only a call away
Love Maurice

Wow

Somedays you just amaze me.

Untitled Love

I told her,
She can have whatever she likes,
All we gotta do is survive,
This vibe,
That we feel inside.

See I know I'm to deep again,
Cause I feel in,
Love, love love love, la la love,
Hopefully she can't read my,
Pa pa pa Pokerface.

She knows she got me,
She know I'm a miss her,
So this split we must take,
That doesn't mean we will break,
Stronger this might make,
Cause were in,
Love, love love love, la la la love!!!!


P.S
And if you think this is about you and yours it probably is........

Nothing

Just posting letting you know I'm alive

Slow down

Oh I think I might be over reacting. I need to nut the fuck up. I cant let the little things bother me. She means well so I know we will be fine.

My weekend

I hung out with Sacha. It was awesome.
But I'm upset so I can't right much more.
Sorry.

Just.........

I don't know what is going on right now. Should I be worried? Scared? Sad? Whatever it is I know it isn't good. Their has never been a time more than now that I wished you picked up. Hold on........... You just called. It doesn't seem like a happy call. Whats wrong? Could I help? I hope you get better. Your dad is a dick by the way. A huge fucking dick. And I wish the best for your family when you go away for school.

PS I love you.

I wish you could get out tomorrow but you probably can't. I was looking forward to seeing you. It doesn't make since that you got punished for being yourself. That fucking bullshit. I hope your mom takes your side, I like her. Maybe you can move in with your Grandma or you Auntie. Hell you can have my room.

Super Day

Today was awesome because of you. You made that crappy movie great. I'm glad we had our time today.

Bored

I'm bored at Sacha's house. I'm helping move sorta.

Bored

Just Letting You Know

Your awesome!!! And no matter what kind of day I'm having I always can count on you to make it better.

Last Few Days

They were wild to say the least.

There were ups and downs. Mostly ups!!!!!

Ups!!!! downs

Got to hang with Sacha People got on my nerves
Eat out with friends Last week of work
Hung out with friends
Enjoyied Work

Hey Moe

Thanks for a awesome time.
Even though I attacked you...you just went along
that's what makes you awesome.
That's why I love you.
Laters

Sad/Happy

I felt sad today.
My turtle died.
I only had it for a little while.
But it meant the world to me.
And then you came over and got me through my day.
And don't worry sometimes I feel empty too.
I only wish you knew how I felt before so you could understand how I'm feeling right now.
Maybe tomorrow will be a better day.
But thanks for trying to cheer me up.

Ipod Post

Well this is the first post I ever made on my touch. I just wanna thank you for making this post possible. Love you babe!!!! See you soon.

Promise is a Promise

Dear Iceis,
I promised I would write you a post when I get the chance. And here it is. Next time I promise to have something to say. Here is a song that reminds me of you. It is called "What a Catch Donnie" By Fall Out Boy. But I already posted it.
Your Friend,
Maurice

Call The Doc

Call The Doc

Doc there's a hole where something was,

There's a hole where something was,

Thoughts become a blur,

To the point where they don't exist,

Do I even have a brain?

If I do,

It hasn't been working for a while,

I do things that don't make sense,

And hurt you in the process,

Maybe.............,

Only time will tell.

I've got troubled parts,

And the self esteem to match,

Oh what a catch,

I might be to easy going,

If I knew everything,

But if I knew everything,

Do you think we would work?

See my heart,

I wear it on my sleeves,

But I wouldn't mind,

Being a footnote in your happiness.

I will never,

Chose my happiness,

Over your own.

Maybe...................,

Only time will tell.

Sometime I want to quit this,

Writing thing,

But how else could,

Say these things,

I wanna be the one,

That isn't afarid,

But we both know,

This will never be,
Well for all my previous,

And all my future,

I'm sorry.

But love is a gift,

It is the most wonderful gift,

When you love someone,

And they love you back,

You could get knocked down with a sigh,

Love is also,

A curse,

It curses you to stupidty,

Love is bliss,

And I'm glad to be cursed,

I'm blissfully stupid.

Fall Out Boy Lyrics

Working With Parents

It is a wild thing when working with your parents. I don't know how most people do it. But I can't. Yes I can I'm tougher than that. So whatever is going on I'm going to work through it!!!!

Late News

Its 3AM in the morning

Things I Wonder

1. Are we going to make it?
2. Is college going to be worth it?
3. Will I always be a hopeless romantic?
4. Is black and red an awesome color pair?
5. Is this job really worth it?
6. Will my book ever come out?
7. Why do people think Jay-Z is better than Eminem?
8. What ever happen to wilding out and being violent?
9. Will I miss my mom and dad while at school?
10. Will my camcorder ever find me?

Hey.......

I can't wait for tomorrow. It is going to be a good day. At least I hope so. Here is another fun video.

Bored

Listening to Tha Carter 3, and uploading some Jay-Z to my ipod. Yup I'm bored, I wanna talk about things. Just don't what it is I want to say. Oh well maybe the words will come later. Look at this video.

All Day Shift

It sucked. End of story.

Not Your Fault

I'm sorry I was so sad on the train today, but what did you expect from me? It was suppose to be our speical day, I brought cake, chocolates, that book you wanted, and I borrowed your favorite cd from my mom. It was kinda a big deal to me. Oh well your mom needed you I understand. Maybe sometime next week we can do something. I love you, just remeber that because we will be fine after this I promise.

Simple As Love

You aren't beautiful,

I know you are beyond it,

When I'm with you,

I fell supersonic,

And if we shall ever break,

A piece of my heart you shall forever take.

Yours Truly Maurice

7/31/09

Return To Sender

I haven't posted in a while, not because I don't love my loyal viewers. It is because my laptop is broke, so I post when ever I can. I will be up and running again by September. I hope..........

Saturday

Yup had an awsome weekend thats to GF and pals. Also thinks to the guys in Chinatown. Thanks alot everyone for the great weekend activitys, just wish we could of had more fun.

Happy

Guess what Sacha got me on Saturday. Yup a Ledgend of Zelda wallet. Here is what it looks like.

Poem

Maybe, Possibly, In Love

By Maurice

They say the captain,
Goes down with his ship.

So I wonder,

At the end of this,

Will God go down with us?

Or just let us go,

The way you did my hand that faithful day.......

See this is a place,

That I've been before.

I just don't know,

How I keep ending up here.

And it's not that I mind it all,

Cause I think I've,

Falling in love.

Have you ever felt like this before?

It's a feeling of pure,

Bliss and joy.

It almost,

Seems like pure,

Imaganition,

The only differents is,

I know this is real.

Do you feel something,

When we talk for hours,

About nothing?

Just to see who will sleep first,

The next day we apologize,

Just to do it again.

It is the simply things,

That I will miss the most,

16hours is very far away........

And with that I must know,

Do you feel the same way,
About me,

That I feel about you?

Day 4

IT IS ALMOST FRIDAY THE END OFOUR WEEK. <3 THE JOB SO FAR, H8 THE TRAInING wITH TAsC

Poem

Untitled

By Maurice

Sometimes I feel,

Like no one understandsme,

It feels like no one cares.

Sometimes I cry,

Like there is no tomorrow,

Because life is to much to bare.

But then I see my baby,

The skys are no longer hazy,

My world is no longer crazy,

It all makes sense,

When I look into your eyes.

Sometimes I sit,

Playing my xbox,

Wishing you where near.

Sometimes it feels,

Like I'm getting colder,

And no one cares for me.

I remember that shoulder to cry on,

The skys are no longer hazy,

My world is no longer crazy,

It all makes sense,

When I look into your eyes.

Cause truly,

I feel you close to my heart,

My soul,

My work,

My play,

My very being,

It all really make sense,

When I look into your eyes........

2nd and 3rd Day

Fighting and fussing but it is getting better. Working with the kids is pretty fun just wish I had my camera to record my summer. Oh well I might just go buy one. Thanks Dad, Love the graduation gift.

1st Day

I got in trouble at my first day of work. Apparently I'm too damn nice. Oh well, I tried to be me now it is time to let a persona take over. Just know I didn't want it to go there. LOL lets try again tomorrow.

So Far Gone

By Maurice

Lately I've been hard to reach,

I've been too long on my own,

Everyone has a private world,

Where they can be alone,

Are you calling me, are you trying to get through,

Are you reaching out for me, while I'm reaching out for you?

I just don't know what to do,

When this jealousy shit comes thought,

I try to not let it become me,

But I'm a very defensive dude,

I'm not the smoothest,

Nor the coolest guy out there,

So you can always find better,

I'm just glad you chose to stick it out with me,

Cause you could of been just like the rest,

When shit got bad,

Just packed up and left,

But because you didn't,

I'm fighting to make this shit work,

That is why I swing on everything that walks by,

Why because,

Simply put,

I love you by my side.

No matter what don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful,

They can all get fucked,

Just stay true to you.

I'm sorry it took us fighting,

For me to write this,

But please understand where I'm coming,

Especially when you read this,

You told me you issue,

I killed it,

I told you mine,

Then I let it go,

That was just so we can grow,

Now that it is all out in the open,

Lets leave it like that,

Because to take steps back,

Will hurt what we put in place,

Where we're at everything is clear.

Never let 'em say you ain't beautiful,

They can all get fucked,

Just stay true to you.
No matter what happens,

Stay true to you.

The Way You Make Me Feel

I was feeling sad and some how you found the right song to push me though whatI was feeling. I seem to get real defensive, it's just I'm used to guys swooping in and picking up the pieces. So you got to forgive me when I get like that. I'm trying to change that. Now I'm going to write a piece of the song I just listened to. It's Eminem Beautiful.

Poem

Darkness

By Maurice

This thing has consumed me,

I don't know what it is,

I don't know what came over me,

But it has me,

I think I'm starting to like it,

This, this,

Darkness that has taking my heart,

It's just a sad time,

I think it all started when we argued,

It's just that sometimes you don't understand,

I know I can be difficult,

Just know that I care,

Jealous is evil,

But I'm used to being sad,

So don't worry about me,

I'll bounce back soon,

But right now I'm happy in my sadness,

Because I know,

With you tomorrow is a brighter day.

Just posting forgot what happened lol.

Pc CRASHED

Homeless

My mom put me out again. LOL

Poem

Things I Do

By Maurice

I keep telling myself,

I keep telling myself,

One day these girls are going to kill me.

I don't know why,

I keep doing this to myself,

I always say I'm over you,

But I know,

It's not true,

That is a wild thing,

What love can do.

I keep telling myself,

I keep telling myself,

One day these girls are going to kill me.

I wanna scream I love you from the top of my lungs,

But I'm afraid someone else would hear me,

But why do I fall so easy,

Am I truly just a hopeless romantic?

Because,

I keep telling myself,

I'm still in love with you,

I keep telling myself,

I'm truly happy with you,

I keep telling myself,

I don't know what to do,

I keep telling myself,

I'm lost with out you,

I keep telling myself,

One day these girls are going to kill me.

Work.......

Well training is working out pretty good. Up until today, I found out I got the night shift. 12:45pm to 6:00pm it is just a wild thing. The best thing about what happen is, at least we can leave work together, go there together. It's not that bad, I just can't work at the office this year. GDT!!!!!

Transformers 2: Revenge of The Fallen

It was a pretty good movie. Sacha thought it was a bit racist, I don't know really. I enjoyed the movie. I also just enjoyed the experience of see a movie with you. I loved how John dropped out, but it's whatever. You still my boy. See y'all at work....

Graduation

It is only less than 2hrs away. I hope I can do this.................

Final Goodbye

Final Goodbye??

By Maurice

It is sad,

Very sad when a love one must go,

But this doesn't have to be,

Does it?

This doesn't have to be our final goodbye,

This could be a chance to learn,

Find our strengths,

Just because where heading to different way,

This doesn't have to be our final goodbye.

I'm scared,

I don't want to lose you,

But with this being goodbye,

I just might,

So be prepared,

For my tears,

My emotions,

Normally I'm stronger than this,

But tonight is different,

This is actually our final goodbye.

Sure we can keep in touch,

But now we can't touch,

Because I'm here,

And your there,

So as I cry on this paper,

I want to ask you something,

Are you ready for this?

Because I'm not,

Graduation is starting to look like doomsday,

Or am I worrying to much,

Anyway I just don't want to leave,

I'm not ready to leave,

I can't do this,

But I must,

6/25/09 6:00pm,

Bring it on..............

Wet Rainny Day

Its just a few hours until I graduate and the Principal pisses me off today. So I walked out and got a cool haircut. Then came back to play cello. I love that instrument, I hope my school doesn't want it back. I don't think I could part with it. But I'm sad tomorrow might be my final goodbye with some people that I have gotten very close with. It is a scary sad time tomorrow, and the rain isn't making it better. Oh I almost forgot my last performance tomorrow as well, it is a wild day all around tomorrow.

????Confused????

It is ok. I don't know what exzatly you are talking about, but it is ok. Tell him if you must. Just fill me in on what it is that you are talking about. And I am sorry that I'm so jealous, I can't help it. It is just my way of showing I care. So if you read this between the next time we see each other and the next time you see him, I hope both chats will be wonderful.

June 23, 2009

I felt the Rent today. Hung out with two drama queens, and brought a new game. But all I really wanted to do was hang out with you. Oh well, we got all of tomorrow to hang. Maybe......Lol. Nah today was pretty good. Going to get my haircut tomorrow. Then I don't know. Maybe................Ummmmm

PS.

Just finished kicking ass with my Gears clan.

Books

Oh yeah, used my library card today. Check out Cased Close 1-6, got lots of free books. It was a fun day over all.

Poem

The Morning After

By Maurice

Shhhhh,
Listen,

Do you hear that?

Of course you don't,

You're in a daze,

Or am I crazed,

What happen last night?

Can you tell me?

I'm so lost,

All I hear is singing,

Do you think the neighbor heard us?

Your cries of pain,

Mixed with moans of pleasure,

On top of my sighs lust,

And the wind behind each thrust.

The rush was amazing,

As you climaxed with me,

Juices spraied all over my head,

As we lay in this bed,

I wonder,

Did we really?

Being the morning after,

I ask you,
Are we stronger for this,

Are we better,
Did we grow,

Did we really?

I truly don't know........

Father's Day

Dear Dad,
How is it going? Good I hope. Sorry I didn't have any money to get you anything this year, so I hope my love is enough. See this way the whole world can know you are loved. When you read this I hope it brings you much joy. Happy Father's Day Dad.

From Maurice With Love,


P.S.

Ode To Dad

By Maurice

Dad I love you,

Thought the good days,

And the bad,

You are always there for me,

When I am sad,

Sorry this is a bit simply,

But finding words for you are hard,

So simply put,

Dad you are the best,

But most of all,

Your Mine,

With all the LOVE I can give,

And then some,

Your son Maurice.

Amazed

Sorry about not posting Friday. But something amazing happen. It was the point where two souls became one. We did something that I couldn't believe. It was something purly amazing. I loved it. I wonder how it was for you?

PS
I hung out last night with my cousin. We meet some girls. I didn't do much talking, I was thinking about you. I kinda messed it up for my cousin and his friends. Sorry guys. Hit me up with your responds. Love ya.........

.........

I've been talking to myself for an hour now. I need some sleep.

Happy

Happy

By Maurice

I think I'm happy,

Maybe a bit sappy,

Somebody slap me,

Because I'm too damn happy.

I'm too damn happy,

Tomorrow is Friday,

And I get to see you,

Last time we saw each other,

Was a Tuesday,

And Wednesday,

I was tipsy,

Today I'm dipsy,

Tripping over my words,

Crying and writing,

Damn it's frighting.

I think I'm happy,

Maybe a bit sappy,

Somebody slap me,

Because I'm too damn happy.

Baby I think I'm slipping,

It's your kiss I'm missing,

Maybe it's your smile,

Your slick style,

The way you move around the room,

How I wish to see you soon.

I know I'm happy,

You make me happy,

Yay, I'm happy!!!!

Friday

Friday is going to be a day to remember. I hope I'm ready for this................................

Thoughts

I've been thinking alot about you lately. I know I shouldn't. But I can't help it. Maybe I need some weed. Nope just gotta talk it out. Keeping things bottled up won't help. Now I don't feel so bad. Songs that are though this: Wake Up Call by Maroon 5 and I Don't Care by Fall Out Boy.

Yup that is all I can say on this......

Beached

Had a cool day at the beach with my friends yesterday. Got fucking wasted. Shook the headache this morning. Cried myself to sleep last night. Over all a crazy 24hours!!! Wish you where there baby. You would of had so much fun. Awww. I miss you, and won't be able to see you till Friday. That sucks. Well see you soon.

WOAH

I think me and Drake is smoking the same stuff becacuse I'm So Far Gone after the day I just had..............................................................

World of Imagination

World of Imagination

by Maurice

Come with me,

And you'll see,

A world of pure imagination,

You'd be surprised,

What we'd find,

In this world of pure imagination,

Just think,

What we may do,

In this world of imagination.

Ecstasy is in the air,

As we kiss and I pull your hair,

Lick you behind the ear,

Ignoring all fears,

Making love with me my dear.

Living all of your fantasy,

In my world of pure imagination,

Here with me,

So care free,

Are you enjoying this sensation?

Call a friend,

It doesn't have to end,

3 isn't a crowd,

When your around,

And we living on pure imagination.

Lets us run,

Naked into the sun,

Simply wonderful,

Imagination.

Is it me,

Or does this fantasy,

Seem to take over,

Your imagination,

May I enter,

Your imagination,

What can I find,

What do you hide,

In this world of pure imagination?

This is a poem about a wonderfully odd day I had with 3 of my friends, actually it is more of what I was feeling after. I think I'm calling Trojan Man some time soon. LOL!!!! Anyway I loved my day it was fucking awesome. This isn't a complete piece of work, I think I'm going to make a series out of this poem.

In Need

You.............................. I need it............................... See you soon

Finals

Lakers won!!!!!! In your face Keoni. OH YEAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KOBE, KOBE, BOOM BYA YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finals

Lakers won!!!!!! In your face Keoni. OH YEAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KOBE, KOBE, BOOM BYA YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Graduation Pratice

Tomorrow is Graduation practice. It should be awesome. Meeting my baby at 8:30am to go the location. Brooklyn College, going to discuss our little trip. Keep it a secret now!!

Saturday!!!!

I got a job. Dont know when it starts but I got a job. Best of all I'm working with John and Sacha. Oh yeah. Also I finally took her out to lunch. Yeah so f**k your logic now Rashiek. Lunch was fantasic, but we should have seen a movie. LOL. We need sometime. Oh well there is always another day. Can't wait till my check comes in the mail. All $280. Got me a Gamestop to vist. I picked up some new games on Saturday as well. Got and beat Soul Calibur 4. And bout to play Army of Two with my war buddy. Sunday is looking good.

.................

K. I had fun. I loved spending time with you. Even though we were always being herrassed the whole time. I still loved every moment, and don't worry about a thing. I got you. I'm looking for the perfect day. Nice and sunny and soon.

Prom, Cruise, HER

Prom in one word AWSOME.
Cruise in one word UNFORGETABLE.
But HER. That girl manages to get on my nerves no matter what, if only I didnt promise Kiwi I would flip. Oh well just need to update you. Hopefully I'll get my email to post the pics.

LOL

See you bite the hand that feeds you. And bad shit happens. Karma is a bitch a Choas. Lol. See you on Gears buddy.

Mutiny

My friend John and I started a clan. The AC3's of Fate. Tell me why Jarrly is trying to take over. I think I need to off him real quick. Well John is backing me so I at least got one. Lets see who else sides with him.

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday Joseph!!!!!!!

MTV Movie Awards

It sucked. The End. Eminem was their. Bruno stuck his balls in Em's face. I think they might hurt him. Triump made fun of Ben Stiller. Twilight won everything. End of story.

Awwww

Stan is dead. Most people remember Stan as that crazy Eminem fan. I remember Stan as one ill song. Anyway that asshole Swiss Beats said something about a Stan 2 he worked on. False. Hear read this article. Anyone who cares has read it already but I'm still putting it out there.
http://www.theboombox.com/2008/12/12/eminem-talks-relapse-kills-rumors-of-a-stan-2/
http://www.rollingstone.com/rockdaily/index.php/2008/12/12/eminem-heated-about-song-leaks-says-he-and-dr-dre-are-back-to-mischievous-ways
http://www.rollingstone.com/rockdaily/index.php/2009/05/11/eminems-relapse-read-the-rolling-stone-review/

Woah.

Had a surpise today thought I was going to work with just John today. But Sacha came along for the ride. And now where all going bike riding next Saturday. Oh boy. Thanks you made the day more bareable. Tau grilled me all damn day like usual. I don't think he realizes that his only friend at work isn't aviable for dates. Aww better luck next time. China stop teasing those boys too. You are giving away false hope. Oh well life goes on.My brother broke my damn tv. ARRRRGGGGG people just get me so made some times. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

50TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOW I HIT THE 50th POST THIS IS 51 OH YEAH. THAT IS ALL,

Scared Confused Lost

I haven't posted in a while wish it could have been on a better note. I'm doing things that I know I shouldn't. I'm starting to hate the world I've trapped myself in. I guess I'm missing the pills is all. Maybe its just a faze. Hopefully it wont mess up the few things do enjoy. Oh here is a new poem. In titled Hey You.

Hey You

By Maurice

Hey you,

I think you might have me hooked,

Because every time I take a look,

All I see is you,

Fall back on my music

And all I hear is you.

I'm thinking things,

That I know I shouldn't,

Couldn't imagine what you would say,

Probably Baby don't think that way,

But you know I care for you,

And I know you care for me,

I don't mean to be this way,

I don't want to hurt you,

So I'm scared of myself,

Don't what to do,

I'm so lost without you,

My head is spinning,

Damn it if so confused,

Sometimes your yes,

Other times your no,

I really don't know what to do.

Can you give me a clue.....

Hey you,

I care,

I hear you,

I see you,

I feel you,

I smell you,

I taste you,

And I don't know what to do.

His Words Her Notes

As I sit here and play with these words,
You sit and play those strings,
My words whisper sweet nothings into your ear,
Which you turn into the lovely melodies for my heart.

As I fall deeper and deeper into this trap,
Your melodies begin to attack,
So I write quicker, slicker, and wittier words,
That burn beautiful sonnets in your heart.

These sonnets require lyrics, so the pen must go to the pad,
The bow to the strings,
Our souls to the fire,
This is the crossroads where our hearts meet,
This seems to be the end,
But the journey has just begun.

Words become things of sweet memory,
As the notes become a sweet symphony,
Though 1000 words has never been spoken,
And 1000 notes have never been played,
But they call out to us,
Suspended in time,
Holding a secret,
That will hold us forever.

Our evening idn't over yet,
It's been 8hours now,
As we begin to share,
My words tell of all my heartbreak and broken promises,
Your notes of all your fears and lies,
Music and time,
Is what we have now,
It's our sanctuary.

Even though it really late,
I still must ask "Do you really have to go?"
Why can't things remain this simple?
Do they really have to change?
These endless questions with no true answer,
Are really scaring me,
But,
Whatever lies beyond this morning,
Is a little later on,
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all,
Nothing's like before.

We have grown older,
Hoprfully wiser,
But or passion is a fire,
Our music causes us to fly higher,
And we hit the point,
Where everything is sweet,
Your strings ringing,
My words singing,
Riding on silver wings,
Elevating us to our final stage,
As much as we hate ti end this now,
We realize we must take our final bow.

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Straight from my heart,
Bullets come aimed straight for the brain,
Freeze your thoughts and lock me in,
Isolate that thought of me,
And all the time I couldn't see,
You where closer to me than I could believe,
But whatever it is that I have done I'm glad for,
Let this kiss tickle your ear,
Peace, Love and Goodnight my dear.

Sick

Today my baby crashed. My computer crashed. I saw my whole life get flush down the drain. Oh well I guess I have to start over. I do have some work online so I guess I can begin a new. I have this piece I wrote with Peach in mind. I'm going to post it soon. After I start beck working on my pieces. Oh yeah I hate to say this and I hope they don't read this but my intership at Kids Creative is starting to suck. But heres hope for the best.

New Post New Post Oh Yeah

Look at me on the first page of Google.com type in maurice super mario and guess what I'm on the damn first page. Maybe I should find my myspace page. Woah go see the Wolverine movie. Not for the actually movie just to see them fuck up the Weapon's X program. Wolverine Weapon's X 1, Deadpool Weapon's X 2, I like how Marvel made him sane. Those fucking asshole, why would they make one of the coolest super heros of all time. Oh well I'm still going to see that movie then sneak into Crank 2. Anywho I'm done for now.

New Front

Oh today I met some wonderful people. Their was Source, Noodle, Lloyd, Shanelle, Hasan and a few other pretty cool people. Sorry if I didn't remember your name, but life goes on. If actually listen to Shanelle album as I write this. After that Hasan album is going in my tape deck. I totally love the team work of Noodle and Source the way the words tied in with the violin sorta scared me. The whole time there was great over all. I almost forgot, I totally pissed off Sacha and Rashiek. I'm sorry guys but you know I love my suicide poems. But as promised I'll do a less graphic piece. I'll show you what I was writing while I was there.

As I sit in this bright room,
Watching all the talent be shown,
I wonder to myself,
What would I do if the spotlight finds me?
Would I coward in fear,
Go attack it head on,
Or play it close to the vest?
Well I guess I'll have my chance to find out,
I don't even remember who pointed my notebook out,
All I heard was Sacha and Rashiek telling me to go on,
Not knowing that I was comfortable with my whole library of poems,
They push.
Oh well time to show everyone what I got............................

That all I have so far I continued on the bus but stop to do this when I got home.
To be continued when I have the time.

By the way Malcolm your getting better from the last time I heard your flow. Good job would love to hear you finish a piece one day.

With the release of the Relapse only weeks away I guess I'll post some of Em's new lyrics.

3 A.M.

Ohh ohhh
Oh(yea) oh(yea) oh(yea)
Ohh ohhh
Ohhh
Oh(yea) oh(yea) oh(yea)
Ohh ohh
Oohh
Oh(yea) oh(yea) oh(yea) oh(yea)oh(yea)
Ohh
Woahh
There is no escaping (yo)(yooo)
There's no place to hide(yooo)(yooo)
Yes please someone save me(yo)(yooo)
But they don't pave no mind( yooo) (yooo)
(Goodnight)
Good Bye

(Verse 1)
Your walkin down a horror corridor
It's almost 4 in the mornin
And your in a
Nightmare
It's HORRIBLE
Right there's the coroner
Waitin for you
To turn the corner
So he can corner ya
Your a goner
He's ona ya
Out the corner of his cornea
He just saw you run
All you want is to rest
Cause you can't run anymore
Your done
All he wants is to kill you in front of an audience
While everybody
Is watchin in the party applauding it
Here I sit while I'm caught up in deep thought again
Contemplading my next plot again
Swallowin the Klonopin
While I'm noddin
In and out on the autumn and
If the ramada inn
Holdin onto the pill bottle then
Stick my finger and swirl it round the bottom
And make sure I got all of it
Wake up naked at mcdonalds
With
Blood all over me
Dead bodies
Behind the counter
SHIT
Guess I must of just blacked out again
NOT AGAIN

(Chorus)
It's 3 a.m in the mornin
Put my key in the door
There's bodies layin all of the floor and
I don't remember how they got there but I guess I must of killed em
Killed em
I said
It's 3 am in the mornin
Put my key in the door
There's bodies layin all of the floor and
I don't remember how they got there but I guess I must of killed em
Killed em

(Verse 2)
Sitting nude in my living room
It's almost noon
I wonder what's on the tube
Maybe they'll show some boobs
Surfing every channel
Until I find hannah montana
Then I reach for the aloe and lanalin
Bust all over the wall panel and dismantlin
Every candle on top of the fire place
Mantalin
Grab my flannel and my bandana then
Kiss the naked manakin man again
You can see him standin in my
Front window
If you look inI'm just a hooligan
Who's use to usin hallicinogens
Causin illusions again
Brain contusions again
Cutting and bruising the skin
Raise the scissors and pins
Jesus when does it end
Phases that I go through
Dazed and not so confused
Days that I don't know who
Gave these molecules too
Me
What am I gone do
Had the prodical son
The diabolical one
Very methodical
When I slaughtered them

(Chorus)
It's 3 a.m in the mornin
Put my key in the door
There's bodies layin all of the floor and
I don't remember how they got there but I guess I must of killed em
Killed em
I said
It's 3 am in the mornin
Put my key in the door
There's bodies layin all of the floor and
I don't remember how they got there but I guess I must of killed em
Killed em

(Verse 3)
She puts the lotion in the bucket
He puts the lotion on the skin
Or else it gets the hose again
She puts the lotion in the bucket
He puts the lotion on the skin
Or else it gets the hose again
I duck and I slash slice and gash
Last night was a blast
I can't quite remember when I
Had that much fun
Off a half pint fifth of jack
My last vic and a half
A flashlight
Up kim kardashians ass
I remember the first time
I dismembered a family member
December I think it was
I was having drinks with my cuz
And I wrapped him
In christmas lights
Pushed him into the stinkin tub
Cut him up into pieces
Then just when I went to drink his
BloodI thought I outta drink this bath water
That outta be fun
That's when my days of serial murder man slaughter begun
The sight of blood excites me
That might be an artery son
Your blood curdling screams
Just don't seem to bother me none
It's 3 am
And here I come
So you should probably run
A secret passage way around here
Man there's got to be one
Oh no there's probably none
He can scream all that he wants
Top of his lungs
It aint no stoppin me from choppin him up(up)

(Chorus)
Cause it's 3 a.m in the mornin
Put my key in the door
There's bodies layin all of the floor and
I don't remember how they got there but I guess I must of killed em
Killed em
I said
It's 3 am in the mornin
Put my key in the door
There's bodies layin all of the floor and
I don't remember how they got there but I guess I must of killed em
Killed em
Yooo (yoooo)
A yoooo (a yoooo)
Yooo (yoooo)
A yoooo (a yoooo)
Yooo (yoooo)
A yoooo (a yoooo)
Yooo (yoooo)
A yoooo ( a yoooo)