Soundtrack To My Life (Remix)

I got 99 problems, mostly bitches
Just like Cudi, leaving this beat in stitches
But I'm not him or that boy Slim
And you know its hard, when you type broke
Somedays I can't even afford the soap
At least I control my own life, the money was never in charge
I miss it though, And I know I should
Treat my mom better, but I got this itchty sweater
Mom and Dad always fighting, forcing me to chose sides
Did I mess up?
God will decided, but for right now I'm on my grind
Always had siblings around, why was I always by myself?
The oldest son, always felt like the only child negleted
Maybe its because I didn't get the attention
And I could fell this tension, hate to admit it but I was always the jealous type
Watching my brothers and sister, hang with both their parents there
Somedays it made me tear..............
I wonder why they all couldn't see, the sadness in me, Maurice

I've got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring out of me
Cause each tear got its own story
So I bring them to the light for you
It's only right
This is the soundtrack to my life, the soundtrack to my life

I'm crying now, like when it rains
But not tears of joy, this is pure pain
I should of let this go, when I let the blood drip from my veins
A 16 year old boy, with more cuts than a body builder
The world kick salt into each wound
As I wrote plans up to bring the world to its doom
People told me to chill, thats how I got introduce to pills
So somedays I sat real still
I became a rockstar, with more drugs and no sex
Got Eminem blasting in my tape deck, all my "friends" wanting to know what I'm going to do next
Most of them didn't give a fuck, and I know I gave a fuck less
Didn't want to live, so I tired to cash this check
Death said denied, so now I'm extra stress
What made it worst I had this pain in my chest
16yrs old fell in love, with this goddess from up above
But she was always hanging with the bad boys
Kiss my best friend closest, while they both smiled in my face
Thats when I stop following the faith, I wonder how bad that taste
So I wonder........
Why they couldn't see, all this hatred in me, Maurice

I've got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring out of me
Cause each tear got its own story
So I bring them to the light for you
It's only right
This is the soundtrack to my life, the soundtrack to my life

And as I get to the end of my life,
People I should hate, I always treated them right
People I should embrass, somedays they make me hide my face
What I learned is that people are snakes, don't turn your back
Even though they will still bite you in face
The girl I fell in love with, wonder how she taste
The girl she protected, she still oh so fake
The girl I'm with now, save her till the end
This wasn't made to hurt any of my family or friends
If this was right, I really don't care
Just wanted to shed some light, on what keeps me up at night
Back to the girl I'm with now
I wonder if she can see, all these emontions pouring out of me, Maurice

I've got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring out of me
Cause each tear got its own story
So I bring them to the light for you
It's only right
This is the soundtrack to my life, the soundtrack to my life

This is something, I shouldn't even writen
Most people, couldn't live with this stress
But I have to the best at this
Cause for every piece that I write, 10 come out just like it
I'm not the only poet in this world, nor am I the only man who fell in love with a girl
I did have to let my emotions go, it is the only way I can grow
As a person, and as a writer
I have to pen things, that will fuel the fire
Seeing how I'm speaking on truths, here a lie
I'm happy................
So I wonder how I handel, all the sadness in me, Maurice

I've got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring out of me
Cause each tear got its own story
So I bring them to the light for you
It's only right
This is the soundtrack to my life, the soundtrack to my life

Will I ever find an end to all of this?