Shorts

Hate me if you will,
I just thought this time it would be different,
But alast I'm still the ass,
An as such,
I say good day,
For nothing else I say shall matter to you.

You may Hate me Now

Wow you got to love Facebook, she hates me and I get the email twice. Got me feeling like Charles, Weezy, and Cudi. I feel like dying but I'm going to keep flying. Only on the notion that one day you and I will be fine again.

Do You Ever........

Take things personally from someone who doesn't know you,
I've been doing that alot lately.
I don't know why,
I've just have been you know.
Take things personally from someone who you think knows you well,
I've done that too.
And what I'm going to do after,
Might not be the best thing,
But I feel it is.
Think about things you can not change,
I do it all the time.
She tod me our realitionship isn't healthy,
That one day it might be the death of me.
I find it hard to believe but, what if she is right?
Over think,
Don't even ask me that I'm doing that now.
Find it hard to tell someone how you feel,
Find it eve hard to make that step,
Feel like your going to say the wrong thing so it is better left unsaid,
Lastly, do you ever find that a wild night, might just be the thing you needed to go on.........

Bittersweat

I don't know what to say,
You left me on silver wings,
With you I believed I could fly,
And without I still should be able to,
The world is still fresh and young,
There are many fish in the sea,
And with this gift that you have given me,
I will catch one.

I'm glad to see you go on, but I'm sad to see you leave. I wish that we could of ended better. I shouldn't have acted the way I did. I feel I made a mistake, it was only an hour later and I already miss you. But I'm happy for you, you get to go on with your life. You can find that perfect fish for you now. I'm happy to have beenyour first. I guess I want to say I'm sorry, but I know it is probably to late.

Some days I feel like I'm pushing the people closest to me away. I don't know what to do anymore.

So Disrespectful Remix

Bitches be like Maurice
Why you so disrespectful
So so so disrespectful
So I'm like fuck 'em
I'm so disrespectful
So so so disrespectful
I'll fucking slap your

Then fuck and shit on your momma
Blast your damn brother, then bang your sister
Go ahead get mad light yourself, matter a fact take my knife and cut yourself
But you're a "big" girl, to "big" respond
You know me, I'm the psycho that everybody be on
Fuck bout to turn Buffalo into the home of the body bag
You a ugly chick, and your tits sag like a speed bag
Come on bitch, you will never be my equal
I got a big enough arsenal, to blow your city off the map
Your niggas hunt deers, bitch I hunt people
See me I'm on that shit you will never be on
I'm high on life, your high on that fucking herion

Bitch I'm so disrespectful
So so so disrespectful
I'm so disrespectful
So so so disrespectful

Damn Joey tell momma Maurice done turn to Eazy
You didn't know he had more personalities than D-twizzy
With bigger guns than that crazy nigga Fifty
Its clear that you shouldn't fuck with me
Being calm isn't easy
Cause killing you bitches will be oh so greasy
When will they realize Amherst PD can't see me
And don't worry your momma wont hear a thing
Cause when you get somked, her door bell gonna ring
She gonna see a gun and that shit gonna go bang

Awww fuck it
I'm so disrespectful
So so so disrespectful
I'm so disrespectful
So so so disrespectful

I need to cut this shit out
But some people like to get out
Then the fucking nine speaks
Bitches go to sleep
Which means another body dead on the streets

Damn I didn't need to go there but I told them when I see them alone somewhere something is going to happen. I don't like when people are with their friends talking shit. And I promise when I catch them alone I will get each and everyone of them.

Software Downloads

Why does this shit take so long to download? I just don't get it. If I need it download quick.
This was another short short brought to you in part by Maurice.

Why?

Lots of people ask me why do I do this. I only have 4 followers. 1 being the guy who showed me the site, another is unknowed to me, and 2 of them are girls that I actually like. So people ask me why all the time and my reply to them is this. Out of the millions of people in the world only 4 of them realize that every voice in this world is important. So on that note here is Why?:

Why do people hate each other?
Why did Palin write that book?
Why can you only find "God" in church?
Why can FOX News lie?
Why did I give all that hate mail a reply?

It is simple,
Each voice is important,
What has to be said or done,
Is decided by that voice,
Some people only can find the truth they seek,
When they listen to others "truths",
But me,
I find my truth in listening,
To myself,
I if wonder the world,
Had as many free thinkers,
Would I even care to to this,
Or better yet,
Why?

L4D2

What does an over weight ex-football playing have in common with a gambler, a mechanic, and a producer? They all are fighting for their lives in the next installment of Left 4 Dead. It leaves me to ask why does all the bad things happen in New Orleans?

Soundtrack To My Life (Remix)

I got 99 problems, mostly bitches
Just like Cudi, leaving this beat in stitches
But I'm not him or that boy Slim
And you know its hard, when you type broke
Somedays I can't even afford the soap
At least I control my own life, the money was never in charge
I miss it though, And I know I should
Treat my mom better, but I got this itchty sweater
Mom and Dad always fighting, forcing me to chose sides
Did I mess up?
God will decided, but for right now I'm on my grind
Always had siblings around, why was I always by myself?
The oldest son, always felt like the only child negleted
Maybe its because I didn't get the attention
And I could fell this tension, hate to admit it but I was always the jealous type
Watching my brothers and sister, hang with both their parents there
Somedays it made me tear..............
I wonder why they all couldn't see, the sadness in me, Maurice

I've got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring out of me
Cause each tear got its own story
So I bring them to the light for you
It's only right
This is the soundtrack to my life, the soundtrack to my life

I'm crying now, like when it rains
But not tears of joy, this is pure pain
I should of let this go, when I let the blood drip from my veins
A 16 year old boy, with more cuts than a body builder
The world kick salt into each wound
As I wrote plans up to bring the world to its doom
People told me to chill, thats how I got introduce to pills
So somedays I sat real still
I became a rockstar, with more drugs and no sex
Got Eminem blasting in my tape deck, all my "friends" wanting to know what I'm going to do next
Most of them didn't give a fuck, and I know I gave a fuck less
Didn't want to live, so I tired to cash this check
Death said denied, so now I'm extra stress
What made it worst I had this pain in my chest
16yrs old fell in love, with this goddess from up above
But she was always hanging with the bad boys
Kiss my best friend closest, while they both smiled in my face
Thats when I stop following the faith, I wonder how bad that taste
So I wonder........
Why they couldn't see, all this hatred in me, Maurice

I've got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring out of me
Cause each tear got its own story
So I bring them to the light for you
It's only right
This is the soundtrack to my life, the soundtrack to my life

And as I get to the end of my life,
People I should hate, I always treated them right
People I should embrass, somedays they make me hide my face
What I learned is that people are snakes, don't turn your back
Even though they will still bite you in face
The girl I fell in love with, wonder how she taste
The girl she protected, she still oh so fake
The girl I'm with now, save her till the end
This wasn't made to hurt any of my family or friends
If this was right, I really don't care
Just wanted to shed some light, on what keeps me up at night
Back to the girl I'm with now
I wonder if she can see, all these emontions pouring out of me, Maurice

I've got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring out of me
Cause each tear got its own story
So I bring them to the light for you
It's only right
This is the soundtrack to my life, the soundtrack to my life

This is something, I shouldn't even writen
Most people, couldn't live with this stress
But I have to the best at this
Cause for every piece that I write, 10 come out just like it
I'm not the only poet in this world, nor am I the only man who fell in love with a girl
I did have to let my emotions go, it is the only way I can grow
As a person, and as a writer
I have to pen things, that will fuel the fire
Seeing how I'm speaking on truths, here a lie
I'm happy................
So I wonder how I handel, all the sadness in me, Maurice

I've got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring out of me
Cause each tear got its own story
So I bring them to the light for you
It's only right
This is the soundtrack to my life, the soundtrack to my life

Will I ever find an end to all of this?