Delusional

She said don’t call her name

Nor her telephone

I said I don’t want to be friends

I wanted her love

She wanted to run

I said don’t

She said let go

Through my brown eyes I watched her

Leave and in her wake

I felt hurt

I tasted bitter

I smelled fear

I heard despair

And lastly I saw myself

Running away

Then I realize she is me and we are one

Never facing the fear we share