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Hey I want you to know that I will always do my best to make you proud.
But what would you do if you could be me for one night?
Would you live the life of bliss,
Or sit in the room and cry all night?
Cause I do both on occasion,
Sometimes both the same night.....

I wouldn't wish this on to you, I never wanted to hurt you. But being away from those I care about got me into some bad habits and to be honest I don't have many "friends" left, nor did I have many to begin with. I'm just going through a bad time in my life is all. I wouldn't want to do it to you.