Pc CRASHED

Homeless

My mom put me out again. LOL

Poem

Things I Do

By Maurice

I keep telling myself,

I keep telling myself,

One day these girls are going to kill me.

I don't know why,

I keep doing this to myself,

I always say I'm over you,

But I know,

It's not true,

That is a wild thing,

What love can do.

I keep telling myself,

I keep telling myself,

One day these girls are going to kill me.

I wanna scream I love you from the top of my lungs,

But I'm afraid someone else would hear me,

But why do I fall so easy,

Am I truly just a hopeless romantic?

Because,

I keep telling myself,

I'm still in love with you,

I keep telling myself,

I'm truly happy with you,

I keep telling myself,

I don't know what to do,

I keep telling myself,

I'm lost with out you,

I keep telling myself,

One day these girls are going to kill me.

Work.......

Well training is working out pretty good. Up until today, I found out I got the night shift. 12:45pm to 6:00pm it is just a wild thing. The best thing about what happen is, at least we can leave work together, go there together. It's not that bad, I just can't work at the office this year. GDT!!!!!

Transformers 2: Revenge of The Fallen

It was a pretty good movie. Sacha thought it was a bit racist, I don't know really. I enjoyed the movie. I also just enjoyed the experience of see a movie with you. I loved how John dropped out, but it's whatever. You still my boy. See y'all at work....

Graduation

It is only less than 2hrs away. I hope I can do this.................

Final Goodbye

Final Goodbye??

By Maurice

It is sad,

Very sad when a love one must go,

But this doesn't have to be,

Does it?

This doesn't have to be our final goodbye,

This could be a chance to learn,

Find our strengths,

Just because where heading to different way,

This doesn't have to be our final goodbye.

I'm scared,

I don't want to lose you,

But with this being goodbye,

I just might,

So be prepared,

For my tears,

My emotions,

Normally I'm stronger than this,

But tonight is different,

This is actually our final goodbye.

Sure we can keep in touch,

But now we can't touch,

Because I'm here,

And your there,

So as I cry on this paper,

I want to ask you something,

Are you ready for this?

Because I'm not,

Graduation is starting to look like doomsday,

Or am I worrying to much,

Anyway I just don't want to leave,

I'm not ready to leave,

I can't do this,

But I must,

6/25/09 6:00pm,

Bring it on..............

Wet Rainny Day

Its just a few hours until I graduate and the Principal pisses me off today. So I walked out and got a cool haircut. Then came back to play cello. I love that instrument, I hope my school doesn't want it back. I don't think I could part with it. But I'm sad tomorrow might be my final goodbye with some people that I have gotten very close with. It is a scary sad time tomorrow, and the rain isn't making it better. Oh I almost forgot my last performance tomorrow as well, it is a wild day all around tomorrow.

????Confused????

It is ok. I don't know what exzatly you are talking about, but it is ok. Tell him if you must. Just fill me in on what it is that you are talking about. And I am sorry that I'm so jealous, I can't help it. It is just my way of showing I care. So if you read this between the next time we see each other and the next time you see him, I hope both chats will be wonderful.

June 23, 2009

I felt the Rent today. Hung out with two drama queens, and brought a new game. But all I really wanted to do was hang out with you. Oh well, we got all of tomorrow to hang. Maybe......Lol. Nah today was pretty good. Going to get my haircut tomorrow. Then I don't know. Maybe................Ummmmm

PS.

Just finished kicking ass with my Gears clan.

Books

Oh yeah, used my library card today. Check out Cased Close 1-6, got lots of free books. It was a fun day over all.

Poem

The Morning After

By Maurice

Shhhhh,
Listen,

Do you hear that?

Of course you don't,

You're in a daze,

Or am I crazed,

What happen last night?

Can you tell me?

I'm so lost,

All I hear is singing,

Do you think the neighbor heard us?

Your cries of pain,

Mixed with moans of pleasure,

On top of my sighs lust,

And the wind behind each thrust.

The rush was amazing,

As you climaxed with me,

Juices spraied all over my head,

As we lay in this bed,

I wonder,

Did we really?

Being the morning after,

I ask you,
Are we stronger for this,

Are we better,
Did we grow,

Did we really?

I truly don't know........

Father's Day

Dear Dad,
How is it going? Good I hope. Sorry I didn't have any money to get you anything this year, so I hope my love is enough. See this way the whole world can know you are loved. When you read this I hope it brings you much joy. Happy Father's Day Dad.

From Maurice With Love,


P.S.

Ode To Dad

By Maurice

Dad I love you,

Thought the good days,

And the bad,

You are always there for me,

When I am sad,

Sorry this is a bit simply,

But finding words for you are hard,

So simply put,

Dad you are the best,

But most of all,

Your Mine,

With all the LOVE I can give,

And then some,

Your son Maurice.

Amazed

Sorry about not posting Friday. But something amazing happen. It was the point where two souls became one. We did something that I couldn't believe. It was something purly amazing. I loved it. I wonder how it was for you?

PS
I hung out last night with my cousin. We meet some girls. I didn't do much talking, I was thinking about you. I kinda messed it up for my cousin and his friends. Sorry guys. Hit me up with your responds. Love ya.........

.........

I've been talking to myself for an hour now. I need some sleep.

Happy

Happy

By Maurice

I think I'm happy,

Maybe a bit sappy,

Somebody slap me,

Because I'm too damn happy.

I'm too damn happy,

Tomorrow is Friday,

And I get to see you,

Last time we saw each other,

Was a Tuesday,

And Wednesday,

I was tipsy,

Today I'm dipsy,

Tripping over my words,

Crying and writing,

Damn it's frighting.

I think I'm happy,

Maybe a bit sappy,

Somebody slap me,

Because I'm too damn happy.

Baby I think I'm slipping,

It's your kiss I'm missing,

Maybe it's your smile,

Your slick style,

The way you move around the room,

How I wish to see you soon.

I know I'm happy,

You make me happy,

Yay, I'm happy!!!!

Friday

Friday is going to be a day to remember. I hope I'm ready for this................................

Thoughts

I've been thinking alot about you lately. I know I shouldn't. But I can't help it. Maybe I need some weed. Nope just gotta talk it out. Keeping things bottled up won't help. Now I don't feel so bad. Songs that are though this: Wake Up Call by Maroon 5 and I Don't Care by Fall Out Boy.

Yup that is all I can say on this......

Beached

Had a cool day at the beach with my friends yesterday. Got fucking wasted. Shook the headache this morning. Cried myself to sleep last night. Over all a crazy 24hours!!! Wish you where there baby. You would of had so much fun. Awww. I miss you, and won't be able to see you till Friday. That sucks. Well see you soon.

WOAH

I think me and Drake is smoking the same stuff becacuse I'm So Far Gone after the day I just had..............................................................

World of Imagination

World of Imagination

by Maurice

Come with me,

And you'll see,

A world of pure imagination,

You'd be surprised,

What we'd find,

In this world of pure imagination,

Just think,

What we may do,

In this world of imagination.

Ecstasy is in the air,

As we kiss and I pull your hair,

Lick you behind the ear,

Ignoring all fears,

Making love with me my dear.

Living all of your fantasy,

In my world of pure imagination,

Here with me,

So care free,

Are you enjoying this sensation?

Call a friend,

It doesn't have to end,

3 isn't a crowd,

When your around,

And we living on pure imagination.

Lets us run,

Naked into the sun,

Simply wonderful,

Imagination.

Is it me,

Or does this fantasy,

Seem to take over,

Your imagination,

May I enter,

Your imagination,

What can I find,

What do you hide,

In this world of pure imagination?

This is a poem about a wonderfully odd day I had with 3 of my friends, actually it is more of what I was feeling after. I think I'm calling Trojan Man some time soon. LOL!!!! Anyway I loved my day it was fucking awesome. This isn't a complete piece of work, I think I'm going to make a series out of this poem.

In Need

You.............................. I need it............................... See you soon

Finals

Lakers won!!!!!! In your face Keoni. OH YEAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KOBE, KOBE, BOOM BYA YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finals

Lakers won!!!!!! In your face Keoni. OH YEAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KOBE, KOBE, BOOM BYA YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Graduation Pratice

Tomorrow is Graduation practice. It should be awesome. Meeting my baby at 8:30am to go the location. Brooklyn College, going to discuss our little trip. Keep it a secret now!!

Saturday!!!!

I got a job. Dont know when it starts but I got a job. Best of all I'm working with John and Sacha. Oh yeah. Also I finally took her out to lunch. Yeah so f**k your logic now Rashiek. Lunch was fantasic, but we should have seen a movie. LOL. We need sometime. Oh well there is always another day. Can't wait till my check comes in the mail. All $280. Got me a Gamestop to vist. I picked up some new games on Saturday as well. Got and beat Soul Calibur 4. And bout to play Army of Two with my war buddy. Sunday is looking good.

.................

K. I had fun. I loved spending time with you. Even though we were always being herrassed the whole time. I still loved every moment, and don't worry about a thing. I got you. I'm looking for the perfect day. Nice and sunny and soon.

Prom, Cruise, HER

Prom in one word AWSOME.
Cruise in one word UNFORGETABLE.
But HER. That girl manages to get on my nerves no matter what, if only I didnt promise Kiwi I would flip. Oh well just need to update you. Hopefully I'll get my email to post the pics.

LOL

See you bite the hand that feeds you. And bad shit happens. Karma is a bitch a Choas. Lol. See you on Gears buddy.

Mutiny

My friend John and I started a clan. The AC3's of Fate. Tell me why Jarrly is trying to take over. I think I need to off him real quick. Well John is backing me so I at least got one. Lets see who else sides with him.

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday Joseph!!!!!!!