Lost Love

I didnt like the video,

Nor did i like the song,

But the message in the music,

Left me feeling strong,

He need to find your loving,

He need to find your heart,

Instead you got him killed in the dark,

Now what a young boy supposed to do,

When he getting close to you,

You being the shady female with an alteria motive or two,

Run these dudes to the bottom of the ocean there love,

And bet ya bottom dollar that if you drowning,

She'll take that bottom dollar,

The moral of the story is that love is for the birds not the snakes and the rats,

So let your fly and your heart soar,

Don't let it lay in the den with the desires of sin

Eminem Recovery

Recovery Album cover

The Spark

A seed was planted some time December,

Around the summer months arose this ember,

Who would of known the ember had the passion of a winner,

And even in the cold months of winter,

His spark would rise about the other saints and sinners,

Even though he never gave a fuck about what he had for dinner,

His whole revolved around this center,

With few friends over the years he went to his inner,

Came up with so many fine ideas they might give you a splinter,

Found out his emotions was deadlier than swallowing paint thinner,

He puts the pen to the paper then lets his thoughts simmer,

Write, rewrite, read repeat till the lights in his room starts to flicker,

Till his head hurts and body feels even sicker,

But this isn't the end the plot gets thicker,

The he I speak of is a little slicker,

For he is me and we are quicker,

And the love for this craft is bigger,

Than maybe that of the Almighty Figure,

For his spark is brighter than any star, moon, or light fixture.

Reality

As we sit here,

In this place,

Where up is down,

And that square is round,

We fight,

Not knowing what we are fighting for,

You put me out,

Over he said she said,

Even though what matters,

Is what we say,

What we do,

We fight because,

Thats what they want us to do.


People need to feed,
Feed off others people's mistakes,
Failures and misfortunes,
Like leeches in the pond,
The vampire in the flicks,
Who is truly the monster,
The confused one,
Or the human condition?

For The Hell of It

For the Horde,

For the Country,

For the Queen,

For Greatness,

And for Glory,

Whatever you do it for,

It doesn't really matter,

If you don't do it for the love,

Then was it worth doing,

You could have all the fame,

And all the riches,

But if you die alone,

An old bitter bitch,

In the end,

Who was the dumb twit,

Me the kid with the dream,

And didn't get to live it,

Or you the fool who sold,

The soul for the riches quick?

The Force

May the force be with you,

Put the pill bottle down boy,

Don't be tempted by the ways of the dark side,

Drop the vodka,

Like you would drop a hot plate,

You do not need it,

Feed into you passion.

Not your fear,

Not your appetite for destruction,

Pick up the pen,

For the end is not near,

When one door closes.

Another may appear,

And if this may come to an end.

Know this young Jedi,

You will always have a friend in me.


Inspired by Kristal Clairé Opal Miller

Ignorant Bliss

My life is a train wreck,

Where the cars just keep piling up,

As soon as I clear it,

Things just seem to mess up,

Its like keeping your room clean,

When you own a dog,

No matter how you clean it,

It will always fall apart.

See the story here,

Will always be the same,

Just like every story,

It begins with a girl,

And a game,

The game began very simple,

Just keep her interested,

But now my fate lies at the nexus.

The path that is now in front,

Isn't very clear,

I walk in hoping for the best,

But per-pairing for the worst,

For I've been down this before,

And believe me it hurts,

In the end,

It comes down to this,

My fate is sealed,

I just wait in what might be,

Ignorant bliss.

Revelation

     Yes I'm an addict. Okay I'll admit it. I'm addicted to lots of things. I come to face my reality, some of my habits might be life treating. Like sitting in a dark room and writing/typing till my eyes hurts and my hands go numb. Or zoning out to Eminem albums all night. Even though they maybe some of the best rap albums I ever heard, that doesn't mean they need to be what I'm drifting away to. Hell even listening to all my friends problems may be one of those bad habits. But seriously, I don't know what to do about this. Finals week I stayed up more nights editing poems than I study for exams. I think I did this all semester looking back, hell all school year even.   Acceptance is the first step to recovery. But I don't think writing and music is the problem. It could be all the violent video games I put in my system. That could be it, many of my past relationship have failed because of video games, not poetry. On second thought let me do some more soul searching before I start kicking habits to the curb. Ah man its the same song and dance. Two steps forward three steps back. Back to the drawing board.

Gitchee Gitchee Goo Means That I Love You

You Snuck Your Way Right Into My Heart - Phineas and Ferb Lyrics + HQ (M...

Like a ninja from above

You snuck your way right into my heart

And I don't know if you like Phineas and Ferb but they stole the words right out of my mouth

A Static Lullaby - "Toxic" Music Video

Don't you know that you're toxic

Usher - U Got It Bad

Damn, I know I need to be in bed,
But I can't get you out of my head tonight,
I hung up, just to text you,
Looked at your picture, so I can be next to ya,
I can't sleep, can't eat, all I can do is speak,
Wait.........
Can't do that when your asleep,
So allow me to write, for now what I can speak.

You make me feel complete,
It's quite neat,
Because no matter what,
Thus experience between us is unique,
You understand my fits,
Even though you pick,
And poke it,
You understand the signs,
Thats just fine,
You're the answer to the question that no one would dare ask,
That might not make sense right now,
But you are that puzzle,
That I just can't crack,
And I love that.

No words can describe the feeling,
So I must end it here,
Sincerely Maurice my dear.

Happy Thoughts Lost In translation

Before you run away from the post. Listen to the song scroll down and read the words. Take a glance at the pick, then listen to the last song and read the words under it.

Hey every time I here this song it makes me think of you. Remember when we took this picture. It during my first semester of college (which might have been your second trimester). :-)



I just believe this love can fly. I hope you do to <3

Dear Mama,

I know its late to post it. But I called and said my piece. Even when we aren't on good terms, I want you to know I love you. So Happy Mothers Day, may you enjoy it like every other day on this earth.

Dreaming

Could you imagine,
Just for a second,
Us standing out in the rain,
Kissing and reminiscence,
Thinking back on the days,
The days, that me and you had our way,
And then I woke up,
Laying all alone,
Rolling over go back to sleep,
Just so I could repeat,
This time I hear your sweet melodies,
You know the ones that turn night terrors,
Into sweet dreams,
Sweet cello cords,
That fill my white board.

Now could you take the time out,
To do it again,
Could you imagine,
Just for a second,
Us sitting in the room,
Looking into each other eyes,
Seeing nothing but truth,
Realizing that this love,
Is bigger than the world,
Two love birds on this planet,
Looks like ants when they scan it,
And in this crazy place,
We just sprinters,
Running a win-less race,
But as long as we are together,
None of this really matters.

While we are sitting,
And thinking,
Lets pretend,
That airplanes in the night sky,
Are like shooting stars,
Because that wish right now,
Would bring to your side,
Because no is promised a tomorrow,
Only God knows,
But if I got you,
With me,
If today was my last day,
I'd sleep peacefully.

~This steamed off of a dream that I had. I hope you enjoy it as much as I did.

Better Not Sent

Dear Keoni,
As I sit here trying to figure out my next move. Sacha wants me to do something that I'm not ready to do. Nor do I think I want to. I mean I wasn't in the wrong. I had to break away from that chapter in my story. I mean Keoni you meant a lot to me. By breaking away from you, I'm showing myself I'm not afraid. That I'm not afraid to grow up and to go on. So like I said earlier, I can't apologize. Not right now anyway. I need this time to grow up, we both do, because with all my "adult" habits on occasion I still have "childlike" tendencies. So cutting the safety net was made a little easier as we talked. Thinking back I'm glad we had our time together, and I'm not happy to see it go, but at least we had it. After we're "grown up" a little more maybe we can try this friend thing again. Ciao for now....
Sincerely,
Maurice L. Brown II

Eminem - Not Afraid ( with Subtitle ) + Downloadlink (HQ)

[Chorus]
I’m not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We’ll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you’re not alone
Holla if you feel like you’ve been down the same road

[Intro]
Yeah, It’s been a ride…
I guess i had to go to that place to get to this one
Now some of you might still be in that place
If you’re trying to get out, just follow me
I’ll get you there
[Verse 1]
You can try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay ‘em
But you won’t take the sting out these words before I say ‘em
Cause ain’t no way I’m let you stop me from causing mayhem
When I say ‘em or do something I do it, I don’t give a damn
What you think, I’m doing this for me, so f-ck the world
Feed it beans, it’s gassed up, if it thinks its stopping me
I’mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I’m tearing down your balcony
No if ands or buts don’t try to ask him why or how can he
From Infinite down to the last Relapse album he’s still sh-ttin’ and
Whether he’s on salary, paid hourly
Until he bows out or he sh-t’s his bowels out of him
Whichever comes first, for better or worse
He’s married to the game, like a f-ck you for Christmas
His gift is a curse, forget the earth he’s got the urge
To pull his d-ck from the dirt and f-ck the whole Universe

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
Ok quit playin’ with the scissors and sh-t, and cut the crap
I shouldn’t have to rhyme these words in the rhythm for you to know it’s a rap
You said you was king, you lied through your teeth
For that f-ck your feelings, instead of getting crowned you’re getting capped
And to the fans, I’ll never let you down again, I’m back
I promise to never go back on that promise, in fact
Let’s be honest, that last Relapse CD was “ehhhh”
Perhaps I ran them accents into the ground
Relax, I ain’t going back to that now
All I’m tryna say is get back, click-clack BLAOW
Cause I ain’t playin’ around
There’s a game called circle and I don’t know how
I’m way too up to back down
But I think I’m still tryna figure this crap out
Thought I had it mapped out but I guess I didn’t
This f-cking black cloud’s still follow’s me around
But it’s time to exorcise these demons
These motherfu-kers are doing jumping jacks now!

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
And I just can’t keep living this way
So starting today, I’m breaking out of this cage
I’m standing up, Imma face my demons
I’m manning up, Imma hold my ground
I’ve had enough, now I’m so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now
[Verse 3]
It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me
Admittedly I probably did it subliminally for you
So I could come back a brand new me, you helped see me through
And don’t even realise what you did, believe me you
I been through the ringer, but they can do little to the middle finger
I think I got a tear in my eye, I feel like the king of
My World, haters can make like bees with no stingers, and drop dead
No more beef flingers, no more drama from now on, I promise
lyrics courtesy of www.killerhiphop.com
To focus solely on handling my responsibility’s as a father
So I solemnly swear to always treat this roof like my daughters and raise it
You couldn’t lift a single shingle on it
Cause the way I feel, I’m strong enough to go to the club
Or the corner pub and lift the whole liquor counter up
Cause I’m raising the bar, I shoot for the moon
But I’m too busy gazing at stars, I feel amazing and

[Chorus]
I’m not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We’ll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you’re not alone
Holla if you feel like you’ve been down the same road
[End]