All Day Shift

It sucked. End of story.

Not Your Fault

I'm sorry I was so sad on the train today, but what did you expect from me? It was suppose to be our speical day, I brought cake, chocolates, that book you wanted, and I borrowed your favorite cd from my mom. It was kinda a big deal to me. Oh well your mom needed you I understand. Maybe sometime next week we can do something. I love you, just remeber that because we will be fine after this I promise.

Simple As Love

You aren't beautiful,

I know you are beyond it,

When I'm with you,

I fell supersonic,

And if we shall ever break,

A piece of my heart you shall forever take.

Yours Truly Maurice

7/31/09

Return To Sender

I haven't posted in a while, not because I don't love my loyal viewers. It is because my laptop is broke, so I post when ever I can. I will be up and running again by September. I hope..........

Saturday

Yup had an awsome weekend thats to GF and pals. Also thinks to the guys in Chinatown. Thanks alot everyone for the great weekend activitys, just wish we could of had more fun.

Happy

Guess what Sacha got me on Saturday. Yup a Ledgend of Zelda wallet. Here is what it looks like.

Poem

Maybe, Possibly, In Love

By Maurice

They say the captain,
Goes down with his ship.

So I wonder,

At the end of this,

Will God go down with us?

Or just let us go,

The way you did my hand that faithful day.......

See this is a place,

That I've been before.

I just don't know,

How I keep ending up here.

And it's not that I mind it all,

Cause I think I've,

Falling in love.

Have you ever felt like this before?

It's a feeling of pure,

Bliss and joy.

It almost,

Seems like pure,

Imaganition,

The only differents is,

I know this is real.

Do you feel something,

When we talk for hours,

About nothing?

Just to see who will sleep first,

The next day we apologize,

Just to do it again.

It is the simply things,

That I will miss the most,

16hours is very far away........

And with that I must know,

Do you feel the same way,
About me,

That I feel about you?

Day 4

IT IS ALMOST FRIDAY THE END OFOUR WEEK. <3 THE JOB SO FAR, H8 THE TRAInING wITH TAsC

Poem

Untitled

By Maurice

Sometimes I feel,

Like no one understandsme,

It feels like no one cares.

Sometimes I cry,

Like there is no tomorrow,

Because life is to much to bare.

But then I see my baby,

The skys are no longer hazy,

My world is no longer crazy,

It all makes sense,

When I look into your eyes.

Sometimes I sit,

Playing my xbox,

Wishing you where near.

Sometimes it feels,

Like I'm getting colder,

And no one cares for me.

I remember that shoulder to cry on,

The skys are no longer hazy,

My world is no longer crazy,

It all makes sense,

When I look into your eyes.

Cause truly,

I feel you close to my heart,

My soul,

My work,

My play,

My very being,

It all really make sense,

When I look into your eyes........

2nd and 3rd Day

Fighting and fussing but it is getting better. Working with the kids is pretty fun just wish I had my camera to record my summer. Oh well I might just go buy one. Thanks Dad, Love the graduation gift.

1st Day

I got in trouble at my first day of work. Apparently I'm too damn nice. Oh well, I tried to be me now it is time to let a persona take over. Just know I didn't want it to go there. LOL lets try again tomorrow.

So Far Gone

By Maurice

Lately I've been hard to reach,

I've been too long on my own,

Everyone has a private world,

Where they can be alone,

Are you calling me, are you trying to get through,

Are you reaching out for me, while I'm reaching out for you?

I just don't know what to do,

When this jealousy shit comes thought,

I try to not let it become me,

But I'm a very defensive dude,

I'm not the smoothest,

Nor the coolest guy out there,

So you can always find better,

I'm just glad you chose to stick it out with me,

Cause you could of been just like the rest,

When shit got bad,

Just packed up and left,

But because you didn't,

I'm fighting to make this shit work,

That is why I swing on everything that walks by,

Why because,

Simply put,

I love you by my side.

No matter what don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful,

They can all get fucked,

Just stay true to you.

I'm sorry it took us fighting,

For me to write this,

But please understand where I'm coming,

Especially when you read this,

You told me you issue,

I killed it,

I told you mine,

Then I let it go,

That was just so we can grow,

Now that it is all out in the open,

Lets leave it like that,

Because to take steps back,

Will hurt what we put in place,

Where we're at everything is clear.

Never let 'em say you ain't beautiful,

They can all get fucked,

Just stay true to you.
No matter what happens,

Stay true to you.

The Way You Make Me Feel

I was feeling sad and some how you found the right song to push me though whatI was feeling. I seem to get real defensive, it's just I'm used to guys swooping in and picking up the pieces. So you got to forgive me when I get like that. I'm trying to change that. Now I'm going to write a piece of the song I just listened to. It's Eminem Beautiful.

Poem

Darkness

By Maurice

This thing has consumed me,

I don't know what it is,

I don't know what came over me,

But it has me,

I think I'm starting to like it,

This, this,

Darkness that has taking my heart,

It's just a sad time,

I think it all started when we argued,

It's just that sometimes you don't understand,

I know I can be difficult,

Just know that I care,

Jealous is evil,

But I'm used to being sad,

So don't worry about me,

I'll bounce back soon,

But right now I'm happy in my sadness,

Because I know,

With you tomorrow is a brighter day.

Just posting forgot what happened lol.